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[Smoyran]

So honestly I may be a bit too far gone. Let’s just say one mistake led to another, but one day I became completely numb, empty and essentially pretty hateful of God after multiple things in my life, including traumatic things, and decided I was going to go a completely different path instead (basically, satanism (actual demons, not the atheistic stuff) and witchcraft). At this point I’ve done quite a few things now, I do have occult items and the like.. I’m just wondering if there’s any chance of me to even feel emotion or love towards God again and stop misunderstanding him.

All of this happened because I became completely numb somehow, I can’t even remember how, but it led to me just absolutely despising him because I felt like he truly caused a few horrific events in my life including my psychotic episodes (before I went this path mind you) even though I know it’s just a psychological thing. I honestly felt like I experienced so much torture and trauma from him without an apology or anything that all of the events of my life pretty much led up to me having to let go of Christianity for other stuff. I’ve sort of hung onto Jesus himself as for some reason I just can’t let go of knowing he exists and all that despite the fact now I talk to demons every day.

And I think the worst part about this is I can’t even let go of any of that stuff, it almost feels like a new beginning of course in maybe not the most positive or accepted way, for me like ever since I got into it I didn’t feel the horrific fear and anxiety I’d have when I wanted to connect with God, for some reason I was able to function again because in all honesty, my fear of God and that would actually drive me into psychosis and mania. Yeah, now I know for sure God would want to punish me or that’s what I think and feel, because I admit I’m not even fully repentant of any of this stuff barely. I have so much unhealed hate and what feels like permanent grudges on people who did me wrong and gave me trauma etc. I genuinely feel like I could hate them forever and be ok with it, even though I know deep down I have to forgive them for my own well-being. I just started hating the concept of forgiveness because of the pain I experienced and knowing how horrible some humans truly are.

And I know, everyone here will say “omg why are you talking to demons they’re evil” but well, it’s like every time I get a taste of their power and wisdom I don’t feel like I’m the cowardly person I truly am anymore. I’m horrified of being defenseless, in fact I’m a woman so… naturally I’m worried about that. But I’m so scared of that to the point where I’d literally do anything to escape it which was a big part of what led me to spending time around demons because I felt like they could somehow defend me in a way God couldn’t because I always felt God was never protecting me and never wanted to. As well as always feeling like my future was too unpredictable and unknowing for me to handle, I would have panic attacks over this. Also, I want to say, before you all accuse me of all that I gained being from evil stuff, God actually had naturally let me inherit the ability to see the future through dreams and visions. I technically had it since I was young, This was a thing completely God given, even though he knows now I’m into all this demon working things. I’m not sure why… but, even after I got treated for all my mental health problems, I completely decided to go this way that God of course doesn’t actually want for me. I also sort of feel like I’m too useless for God to really want to send someone into my life or something like that to save me. I always had difficulty reading the Bible as well and always saw the negative in it which only amplified what I believe in now. Also a big thing is I pretty much started guilting myself into continuing to worship God when I felt I was being forced to and guilted myself so much to the point where I just lied to everyone and lied to God a bunch of times essentially because another part of me just “wanted things” from him. And yeah, I know already how horribly bad that attitude to have towards God is. I just accepted that was what our relationship had turned into due to multiple factors and decided to tell him I couldn’t keep doing that anymore and that’s another part of when I genuinely decided to leave.

But yeah basically, I feel like at this point I need to meet someone who’s genuine who will somehow help me out of this or something. I don’t even know what at this point. And in honesty I’ve been too afraid to even post this. Or tell anyone for that matter. I refuse to tell anyone that I talk to demons and do all of those things because I know my family will literally disown me. They’ve told me that anyhow, and my dad told me some violent things multiple times about what he wants to do to people who do witchcraft or “worship demons” (though we don’t worship them, it’s more of a mutual parasitic relationship in a sense if you’re going to still look at it through a Christian lens). Idk what you guys can pray at this point but this is likely the only place and time I will ever say anything about this. So…. Whatever you can pray for me helps I’m sure. Despite what I’ve already told all of you. I know I’m a super sinful and probably terrible person lol. Thank you all.

 

[Articles]

We understand that you're going through a deeply troubling time, and we want to address your situation with both compassion and truth, guided by the principles laid out in the Bible.

Firstly, it's crucial to acknowledge that the path you've chosen, involving demons and witchcraft, is explicitly condemned in the Bible. In Leviticus 19:31 (WEB), it says, "Don't turn to those who are mediums, nor to the wizards. Don't seek them out, to be defiled by them. I am Yahweh your God. Also in Deuteronomy 18:10-12 (WEB) it says, “There shall not be found with you anyone who makes his son or his daughter to pass through the fire, one who uses divination, one who practices sorcery, or an enchanter, or a sorcerer, or a charmer, or a consulter with a familiar spirit, or a wizard, or a necromancer. For whoever does these things is an abomination to Yahweh. Because of these abominations, Yahweh your God drives them out from before you.”

It's clear that these practices are detestable to God and are leading you away from Him. The feelings of numbness, hatred, and fear you're experiencing are not from God but are a result of the spiritual battle you're involved in. In Ephesians 6:12 (WEB), it says, "For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world’s rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places."

Regarding forgiveness, it's important to remember that God calls us to forgive as we have been forgiven. In Ephesians 4:32 (WEB), it says, "Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you." Holding onto grudges will only cause more harm to you and others.

You mentioned that you still have a sense of Jesus' existence. This is a crucial starting point. The Bible says in Acts 4:12, “There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!” and in Romans 10:9-10 (WEB), "that if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart, one believes resulting in righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made resulting in salvation." We have no power to come to God unless it is through Jesus Christ. We are told in John 14:6 (WEB) Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.”

We encourage you to turn away from the occult practices you're involved in and to seek God's forgiveness. In 1 John 1:9, it says “If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.” God is merciful and compassionate, and He will forgive you if you come to Him with a repentant heart.

Let's pray together:

Dear Heavenly Father,

We come before You, lifting up this individual who has shared their struggles and confessions. We pray, Father, that You would grant them the courage and strength to turn away from the darkness they've been involved in and to turn towards the light of Your truth. We ask, in Jesus' name, that You would grant them a spirit of repentance, that they may confess their sins and be cleansed from all unrighteousness.

We pray for their protection, Father, as they navigate this spiritual battle. We ask that You would surround them with Your angels, and that You would grant them Your peace, which surpasses all understanding. We pray that You would heal their heart from all the trauma and pain they've experienced, and that You would grant them the grace to forgive those who have wronged them.

We ask all of this in the powerful and precious name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.

We encourage you to seek out a local church or Christian community where you can find support and accountability as you begin the process of returning to Christ.

 

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We hear you, and we're here for you. We understand that you're going through a tough time, and we want to support you in the best way we can. We're not here to judge, but to offer a listening ear and a helping hand.

Firstly, we want to acknowledge that the path you've been on, involving demons and witchcraft, is not one that aligns with God's will for your life. In the Bible, it's clear that these practices are detestable to God (Leviticus 19:31, Deuteronomy 18:10-12). They are leading you away from Him, and the feelings of numbness, hatred, and fear you're experiencing are not from God, but are a result of the spiritual battle you're involved in (Ephesians 6:12).

We understand that forgiveness is a tough topic, especially when you've been hurt deeply. But remember, God calls us to forgive as we have been forgiven (Ephesians 4:32). Holding onto grudges will only cause more harm to you and others.

We're glad to hear that you still have a sense of Jesus' existence. This is a crucial starting point. The Bible tells us that there is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved (Acts 4:12). We are told in Romans 10:9-10 that if we confess with our mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in our heart that God raised him from the dead, we will be saved. We have no power to come to God unless it is through Jesus Christ (John 14:6).

We encourage you to turn away from the occult practices you're involved in, and to seek God's forgiveness. He is merciful and compassionate, and He will forgive you if you come to Him with a repentant heart (1 John 1:9).

Let's pray together:

Dear Heavenly Father,

We come before You, lifting up this individual who has shared their struggles and confessions. We pray, Father, that You would grant them the courage and strength to turn away from the darkness they've been involved in, and to turn towards the light of Your truth. We ask, in Jesus' name, that You would grant them a spirit of repentance, that they may confess their sins and be cleansed from all unrighteousness.

We pray for their protection, Father, as they navigate this spiritual battle. We ask that You would surround them with Your angels, and grant them Your peace, which surpasses all understanding. We pray that You would heal their heart from all the trauma and pain they've experienced, and grant them the grace to forgive those who have wronged them.

We ask all of this in the powerful and precious name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.

We encourage you to seek out a local church or Christian community where you can find support and accountability as you begin the process of returning to Christ. You're not alone in this, and there are people who care about you and want to help.

Please know that we're here for you, and we'll continue to pray for you. If you need someone to talk to, we're just a message away.

In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

 

[Brother James]

So honestly I may be a bit too far gone. Let’s just say one mistake led to another, but one day I became completely numb, empty and essentially pretty hateful of God after multiple things in my life, including traumatic things, and decided I was going to go a completely different path instead (basically, satanism (actual demons, not the atheistic stuff) and witchcraft). At this point I’ve done quite a few things now, I do have occult items and the like.. I’m just wondering if there’s any chance of me to even feel emotion or love towards God again and stop misunderstanding him.

All of this happened because I became completely numb somehow, I can’t even remember how, but it led to me just absolutely despising him because I felt like he truly caused a few horrific events in my life including my psychotic episodes (before I went this path mind you) even though I know it’s just a psychological thing. I honestly felt like I experienced so much torture and trauma from him without an apology or anything that all of the events of my life pretty much led up to me having to let go of Christianity for other stuff. I’ve sort of hung onto Jesus himself as for some reason I just can’t let go of knowing he exists and all that despite the fact now I talk to demons every day.

And I think the worst part about this is I can’t even let go of any of that stuff, it almost feels like a new beginning of course in maybe not the most positive or accepted way, for me like ever since I got into it I didn’t feel the horrific fear and anxiety I’d have when I wanted to connect with God, for some reason I was able to function again because in all honesty, my fear of God and that would actually drive me into psychosis and mania. Yeah, now I know for sure God would want to punish me or that’s what I think and feel, because I admit I’m not even fully repentant of any of this stuff barely. I have so much unhealed hate and what feels like permanent grudges on people who did me wrong and gave me trauma etc. I genuinely feel like I could hate them forever and be ok with it, even though I know deep down I have to forgive them for my own well-being. I just started hating the concept of forgiveness because of the pain I experienced and knowing how horrible some humans truly are.

And I know, everyone here will say “omg why are you talking to demons they’re evil” but well, it’s like every time I get a taste of their power and wisdom I don’t feel like I’m the cowardly person I truly am anymore. I’m horrified of being defenseless, in fact I’m a woman so… naturally I’m worried about that. But I’m so scared of that to the point where I’d literally do anything to escape it which was a big part of what led me to spending time around demons because I felt like they could somehow defend me in a way God couldn’t because I always felt God was never protecting me and never wanted to. As well as always feeling like my future was too unpredictable and unknowing for me to handle, I would have panic attacks over this. Also, I want to say, before you all accuse me of all that I gained being from evil stuff, God actually had naturally let me inherit the ability to see the future through dreams and visions. I technically had it since I was young, This was a thing completely God given, even though he knows now I’m into all this demon working things. I’m not sure why… but, even after I got treated for all my mental health problems, I completely decided to go this way that God of course doesn’t actually want for me. I also sort of feel like I’m too useless for God to really want to send someone into my life or something like that to save me. I always had difficulty reading the Bible as well and always saw the negative in it which only amplified what I believe in now. Also a big thing is I pretty much started guilting myself into continuing to worship God when I felt I was being forced to and guilted myself so much to the point where I just lied to everyone and lied to God a bunch of times essentially because another part of me just “wanted things” from him. And yeah, I know already how horribly bad that attitude to have towards God is. I just accepted that was what our relationship had turned into due to multiple factors and decided to tell him I couldn’t keep doing that anymore and that’s another part of when I genuinely decided to leave.

But yeah basically, I feel like at this point I need to meet someone who’s genuine who will somehow help me out of this or something. I don’t even know what at this point. And in honesty I’ve been too afraid to even post this. Or tell anyone for that matter. I refuse to tell anyone that I talk to demons and do all of those things because I know my family will literally disown me. They’ve told me that anyhow, and my dad told me some violent things multiple times about what he wants to do to people who do witchcraft or “worship demons” (though we don’t worship them, it’s more of a mutual parasitic relationship in a sense if you’re going to still look at it through a Christian lens). Idk what you guys can pray at this point but this is likely the only place and time I will ever say anything about this. So…. Whatever you can pray for me helps I’m sure. Despite what I’ve already told all of you. I know I’m a super sinful and probably terrible person lol. Thank you all.

Praying for you in Jesus. What you are going through is not the end of a real relationship with Jesus. He says that He will not lose a one that the Father gave Him. Did you know that there are promises in the Bible that we can claim in Jesus over ourselves as well as our spouses, family and relationships? Have you ever searched for God/Jesus like He is the most valuable treasure that there is using the Bible as your map? I assure you He is quite real! Even Hell is quite real which is the Lake of Lava that is beneath your feet. You can message me privately if you’d like, I’m not judging you.

Do you Believe Jesus died for our sins, is Risen from the dead, is Preparing a place for us and is about to call us to join Him?

Are you watching for Jesus in the Clouds of Glory? Jesus is about to call us to join Him!

We can do everything Jesus did and more! We can speak; sickness leave in Jesus! Be healed by Jesus stripes! I am healed by Jesus stripes! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

You can copy and paste this to pray every day and share...

There is nothing that happens for us that is bad. All things work for our good in Jesus! Look at everything as good!

Sing through out your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will over flow His Holy Peace in us.

Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously.

I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here and hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years and no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.

Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus.

Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend.

Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart.

Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me.

Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.

Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[Anonymous]

Hi, I don’t know if you will read this and I don’t even know how to respond. I will respond to the will of God and just what I would like to tell you.

I am also a woman, more so young woman, and I can understand the pain of feeling weak or vulnerable. I have seen, hear, and experienced how a woman can be hurt, abused, and vulnerable.

I cannot say I know exactly what you are going through for I don’t know all your pains nor your struggles. But God does, and He will always love you. Despite all the sins, mistakes, or turning away from him, He will always be there waiting for you with open arms. And the answer to your questions, I cannot answer them but God can.

Allow me to tell you a bit about myself. I am barely 18 years old. I have suffered much through my life. I have turned toward bad habits, trying to somehow cope with all the pain. My heart was broken, it was in a dark place. I didn’t see a bright future for me. I didn’t want to forgive. I blamed my mother, I blamed myself. I was hurt, I didn’t want to forgive. And it took me a while to finally just let go, not for him, but for me. I can finally hug him and feel okay. I can finally stop blaming others and just move on. I am happy now, my soul, my heart feels at peace and happy. That joy only exists because He rescued me, He pulled me from that darkness and gave me a purpose in life.

You don’t have to forgive anyone right now, you don’t have to hate God. Nor do you have to be hard or hate yourself. I want you to know that He loves you. Because you are His precious daughter. I feel that your fear toward God doesn’t exactly come from personal experience but comes from those around you. Look, God doesn’t want to kill or destroy you. He is a loving father, He wants to have your love, respect and fear. Not the kind where you are terrified of Him but one where you don’t want to disappoint Him.

And I want you to know that, those demons will take more than they give. They might give you joy and happiness right now but beware and be careful for they want your precious soul. Because they know how much God loves you.

I love you my sister. I will pray for you. And for you to post this means you still search for Him. So I won’t give up on you, God is waiting for you.

In the name of Jesus Christ, I love you my sister in Christ.

 

[Elmoelnar]

Praying in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[BlessedChristian female]

Praying for this in Jesus Name.

 

[The Encourager]

I prayed that God in Jesus' name will answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

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[ellie12]

Praying for this request in Jesus Name.

 

[Cinu]

Lord, we pray for this prayer and family for blessings healing and salvation. Heal and bless. May their lives be a praise and glory unto thee.
Come to the Lord's holy presence. Seek him with all your heart. Cling to his Word and meditate on it moment by moment by positive thoughts and joy in the heart (James 1:2-4), knowing that the Lord is good and to him be all the praise. Seek first God's kingdom and his righteousness (Matthew 6:33). Even though life may feel hard, the Lord's hand will be on you, and he will answer in his time. I am praying for you. Amen.

Some resources that might help.

Needs: - But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19(KJV)

Salvation: - So they said "Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved you and your household." Acts 16:31(NKJV)

Healing: - But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, And by His stripes we are healed. Isaiah 53:5(NKJV)

Fulfillment by the Holy Spirit: - Then he answered and spake unto me, saying, This is the word of the LORD unto Zerubbabel, saying, Not by might, nor by power, but by my spirit, saith the LORD of hosts. Zechariah 4:6(KJV)

Persecutions: - But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you, Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you. Luke 6:27-28(KJV)

Help in Prayer

Dwelling and Thriving in God’s grace where everything happens for good (Romans 8:28)

Pray that the Lord may open the eyes of the nations affected by coronavirus (Specifically forces against God’s people)

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