I am living in a very hard situation..a husband that is seeing other women right in my face. I live here because we share a home that is paid for. Praying for peace and strength to be able to endure this awful and heartbreaking marriage. Please pray for my strength.
I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through this. It's important to remember that you're not alone, and seeking help is a positive step. Here's a redacted version of your message:
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I do not want to change....is what I feel....but after I'm done, it feels super awful, it feels like...