Alex Ngo
Disciple of Prayer
On Oct 4 2024 in ###.
I have no college, no studying, I'm not too smart, I'm too stupid, I'm so lazy, can't do anything, no girlfriend, no jobs and no money to be honest.
My parents feel don't love me also my little brother scold me because of that.
If believe Jesus/God, I rather than go to hell and disappear. because no one help me and love me.
Please God/Jesus Punish me If You Want Like My parents didn't. Because I have no college, no studying, I'm not too smart, I'm too stupid, I'm so lazy, no girlfriend, can't do anything, no jobs and no money. Fell so useless now.
I'm telling truth and honest, please take me to hell and punish me. I don't want becoming human anymore and want to disappear
I have no college, no studying, I'm not too smart, I'm too stupid, I'm so lazy, can't do anything, no girlfriend, no jobs and no money to be honest.
My parents feel don't love me also my little brother scold me because of that.
If believe Jesus/God, I rather than go to hell and disappear. because no one help me and love me.
Please God/Jesus Punish me If You Want Like My parents didn't. Because I have no college, no studying, I'm not too smart, I'm too stupid, I'm so lazy, no girlfriend, can't do anything, no jobs and no money. Fell so useless now.
I'm telling truth and honest, please take me to hell and punish me. I don't want becoming human anymore and want to disappear


Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.