ITryMyBest
Humble Prayer Warrior
I am so low right now, I would rather be gone.
To show everyone what I really want... what I really meant. But I'd never do it. I love my daughter too much.
Her mother discarded me and replaced me like I wasn't even a human being. As if I didn't bend over backwards and jump through hoops for her to better her life. As if I didn't show her love, and treat her like my wife. Like I was just a passing person on the street, threw me away and stomped on my heart.
Threatens to take my daughter away. She moved far away, so my daughter would go to school far. She went today to her Christmas show, and brought her new man... just making me feel even more like trash. I was alone.
I hate my freaking life right now. I'm so sick of it. I've tried my hardest, and it just isn't enough... isn't enough to find happiness, isn't enough to be at peace, isn't enough to find love.
Women don't like me... I don't walk around moping, I walk around normal, with a smile on my face, but I don't get noticed, don't get sparks from women........ I feel like I'm just destined to suffer in loneliness... oh yeah, and I can't really get a full smile, because you paralyzed half my face, so while I recovered, the best I can do is a smirk. Thanks for that too... as if being short and bald wasn't enough.
I'm sick of this life God.... please turn things around for me, cause I've freaking had it. I'm trying to be grateful, but everything I get, comes with a world of pain somewhere else.... the negatives are outweighing the positives already.
PLEASE HELP ME!!!!
To show everyone what I really want... what I really meant. But I'd never do it. I love my daughter too much.
Her mother discarded me and replaced me like I wasn't even a human being. As if I didn't bend over backwards and jump through hoops for her to better her life. As if I didn't show her love, and treat her like my wife. Like I was just a passing person on the street, threw me away and stomped on my heart.
Threatens to take my daughter away. She moved far away, so my daughter would go to school far. She went today to her Christmas show, and brought her new man... just making me feel even more like trash. I was alone.
I hate my freaking life right now. I'm so sick of it. I've tried my hardest, and it just isn't enough... isn't enough to find happiness, isn't enough to be at peace, isn't enough to find love.
Women don't like me... I don't walk around moping, I walk around normal, with a smile on my face, but I don't get noticed, don't get sparks from women........ I feel like I'm just destined to suffer in loneliness... oh yeah, and I can't really get a full smile, because you paralyzed half my face, so while I recovered, the best I can do is a smirk. Thanks for that too... as if being short and bald wasn't enough.
I'm sick of this life God.... please turn things around for me, cause I've freaking had it. I'm trying to be grateful, but everything I get, comes with a world of pain somewhere else.... the negatives are outweighing the positives already.
PLEASE HELP ME!!!!
