Echoes of Light
Humble Servant of All
I'm sorry God, please I ask you again to forgive me for the way in which I have lived. Throughout all of these times, I thought that I was trying my best to live up to and follow your will and imitated Jesus's way of life by living a life that I think or believed is really suitable, humbled and obedience to You. But today I just found out and realized that there is faults, self ego, unfair and self indulgent in my way of life. And there are unbalanced and unjustified ways and faults in my words, actions, thoughts, speech, works, ways, actions, responses, lifestyle and deeds in which I have been living. They are harmful, unjustified, unfair, inaccurate, adverse, and un-beneficial to me and to others because they are all mostly only good in my own eyes and for my own self interest, my own desire and ego, and are not actually Your whole truth. It is Your Holy way, life and truth that which are more helpful, good and beneficial for all and to all the others who are supposedly in needed of the fruits of Your mercy, grace and love. That can be found and could be produced and arrived from my way of life if only I were to choose and live a different way and lifestyle, that which is really Your own Love, path, and truth. The path that is rather be more fair and just is by choosing to live with Your whole truth, follow and obey your commandments and righteousness rather than relying on my own ways of thinking, self belief and self interpretation of Your Love, Your way, Your truth, Your life and Your Mercy and Compassion. The way that I have been chosen and lived that I know is maybe unfair in term of Your Love, Truth, laws, commandments, and purpose. But to me somehow it seems right, suitable and are in need of this world from all that I have seen and the life that I have lived. That is why I have been living in this such a way. Thank You for bringing the Light and fruit of the Holy Spirit guidance into my life now before its too late that I could be doing more damages and brought more harms, destruction into others people life and souls. Thank You Lord Jesus' for Your patient, Love, caring, guidance, healing, and protection in my life and other's people soul and life. I am very thankful again for Your patient, mercy and love. May God's will be done in all of our's life. I pray again for Your love, mercy, grace, protection, guidance, purpose. Also Your Laws, Commandments, Will, Plan, and Purpose.