Feeling Down
Disciple of Prayer
I am in one of those moments again where I feel hopeless, sad, anxious about the future, and unmotivated in general. I am terrified of the future, that I will just end up being let down of my goals, wishes, prayers, and people. That people I love will just one day decide to leave. That I will end up alone. I want to push everything and everyone away just to stop and avoid getting hurt. Better now when I can anticipate it than sadness coming in like a surprise. I know I sound so negative, and I try not to show and talk about it because I don't want to drag anyone down. But I feel like I need to let it out or else I might break. So I'm sorry for anyone who is reading this if it brings you down. But I would sincerely appreciate if you'd pray for me. Thank you.
