Please do not let Satan make you believe your kids are better off without you. I felt the same way at one time and I did take a job that took me away from them for 8 months. I have to live with the look on their faces when I drove away—I don't think I've ever seen a crushed heart on the face of a human until that time. I am back, they are happy and trust me, God placed you in the position of a mother for a glorious reason. It may not be evident right now, or for years, but the only one trying to convince you they are better off without you is SATAN!!!! Defeat him and trust in God! He will never leave you and His will never takes you where His grace won't protect you. Persevere! God gave you those children—do as God does to you—never leave them, never forsake them. No matter how they treat you. Trust our Heavenly Father—above all. His plans are not always clear to us, but they are always perfect.