sandra
Beloved of All
I have been thinking today that my kids would be better off without me. I have nothing to offer them, I can not teach them to love themselves when I don't even like myself, I can not help them with their high school work because I am not that smart, I can not teach them to believe in God with no doubt because I have doubt, I can not teach them to believe they can do anything when I can do nothing right. I have one son with low self-esteem, one son that hates me, and one that is going to high school this year and I hope I don't cause him any harm where he will hate me also. I pray God will make everything right for my kids, keep them healthy, happy, safe, and let them believe in themselves. I hope God fixes where I went wrong; I love my kids so much and only wanted the best for them.
