I'm so lost! I don't know if God has abandoned me. Please pray for ###, please ask Him to save ###. Lord Jesus I know I've doubted, I know I've sinned against You tonight. Please send Your Holy Spirit to my heart and give me faith.
No, God hasn't abandoned you. God is a Spirit and they that worship Him must worship Him in spirit and in truth.
So if you are born again, do you understand salvation and all that it gave us? you have been made the righteousness of God in Christ Jesus, meaning God is not looking at your flesh to see how much you are sinning, but he is looking at your spirit and what He has deposited in you to conform you into the image and likeness of Jesus...you are ONE with Him by His Spirit. So if you don't sense the presence of God, it's not Him who has left you, but it is you who has allowed the enemy to come in and deceive you.
If you need to be saved, Rom 10:8 But what saith it? The word is nigh thee, even in thy mouth, and in thy heart: that is, the word of faith, which we preach;
Rom 10:9 That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.
Rom 10:10 For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.
Then I encourage you to look up the word 'salvation' and ask the Lord to reveal it's deeper truths to you.
Read Ephesians, Colossians...slowly or, take a month and read through the New Testament, asking for truth to come to light. God loves you...He has not left you. So repent (change the way you think and do things) and run to your Heavenly Father, He will not turn you away.
Father, I ask that your word would hit it's mark on this person's heart and mind and that they would run to the mercy seat Heb_4:16 Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.
Don't run from God...run to God.