missnan67
Servant of All

IM SO HURT I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO... FOR ONE IM NOT GIVING UP ON JESUS. BUT I HAVE BEEN PRAYING AND PRAYIN FOR MY BOYFRIEND TO GIVE HIS LIFE BACK TO JESUS. I JUST WANT HIM TO BE WITH ME AND HE ISNT. HE WAS HERE FOR 25 MIN. TODAY AND THATS ALL.. WE WAS GOING FISHING AND DOING THINGS TOGETHER. BUT HE ACTS LIKE HE DONT CARE ANY MORE. ALL I DO IS SIT HERE AND CRY ALL DAY LONG I HAVE NO WAY OF GOING ANY WHERE BECAUSE MY CAR IS DOWN AND I PRAY ITS NOTHING BUT SOMETHING SIMPLE. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME THAT THE LORD WILL BLESS ME AND I WONT HAVE TO PAY OUT ALOT TO GET MY CAR FIX PLEASE PRAY FOR PHIL THAT WHAT EVER HE IS DOING OUT THERE HE WILL STOP... ITS BRINGING ME DOWN MAKING ME SICK BECAUSE I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT WHAT HE IS DOING I PRAY HE IS NOT CHEATING ON ME WITH SOME ELSE.. SOME TIMES I FEEL LIKE GIVIN UP.. BUT I KNOW I CANT... ALL I HAVE EVER WAQNTED WAS SOME ONE IN MY LIFE I LOST A GOOD MAN 7 YEARS AGO FROM CANCER. I HAVE HAD A LONG HAUL SINCE BUT I MET THIS ONE 3 YEARS AGO AND HE WAS SO NICE AND SO GOOD TO ME ITS LIKE WHAT I LOST 7 YEARS AGO I GOT IT BACK BUT MUCH MORE..I DIDNT EXSPECT TO FALL IN LOVE AGAIN BUT I HAVE AND BOY IT HURTS SINCE HE DONT COME AROUND ANY MORE..LORD I PRAY WHERE EVER HE IS AT I PRAY YOU LAY IT ON HIS HEART TO COME AND SEE ME IF HE IS NOT CHEATING ON ME AND LORD IF HE IS PLEASE LORD LAY IT ON HIS HEART TO BE HONEST SO I WILL STOP GETTING HURT LIKE THIS... LORD I ASK ALL THIS IN JESUS NAME AMEN
