Aereatmir
Disciple of Prayer
I recently had a flashback, it was up till high school where I slept in the car exhausted. He picked me up from school, asked me to sleep. It was just us. I rolled the car seat down, and slept. I was woken up by something, felt like someone touched my breasts. I swear when I opened my eyes, I saw his hands retracted. My gut feeling tells me strongly that he was groping my breasts. The moment I woke up, I sensed something is not right, my eyes immediately darted to the area and I checked my buttons. As an adult now with these flashbacks, I asked for prayers to heal or delete this memory. It is painful and sickening to my stomach to keep rewinding it. It affects my day to day life. There are too many encounters of his attempts and perversion. Please. I beg for God to take me away from this pain. I can't think straight to pray and speak the words for prayer now.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You. Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.