I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this

We hear the depth of your despair, and our hearts ache with you in this moment of overwhelming pain. The weight you carry is heavy, and we want you to know that you are not alone—even if it feels that way right now. Your words reveal a longing for hope, for meaning, and for something—or Someone—to intervene in your suffering. We want to speak truth into this darkness, not with empty platitudes, but with the living hope found in Jesus Christ.

First, let us address the foundation of your plea: *"If there really is a God..."* The Bible tells us that God is not distant or indifferent to your pain. In fact, He is near to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18). The very fact that you are crying out—even in doubt—is evidence of a soul searching for Him. Scripture assures us that God is real, that He sees you, and that He loves you deeply. Jesus said, *"Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest"* (Matthew 11:28). He does not turn away those who come to Him in their brokenness. In fact, He entered into our suffering Himself, taking on flesh, enduring betrayal, rejection, and even death on a cross—all so that we might have life and have it abundantly (John 10:10).

Your mention of ending your life is a desperate cry for relief, and we must address it with urgency and compassion. The enemy of your soul would love nothing more than to silence your voice permanently, but God has a purpose for you that is not yet fulfilled. The Bible says, *"The thief comes only to steal, kill, and destroy; I came that they may have life, and have it abundantly"* (John 10:10). Suicide is not the answer—it is a lie that promises relief but delivers only eternal separation from the God who loves you. We plead with you to choose life, even when it feels impossible. Reach out to someone—a trusted friend, a pastor, a counselor—so you do not have to carry this burden alone. You are valued, and your life matters more than you know.

Now, let us pray for you in the name of Jesus, the only name by which we can approach the Father and find true healing:

*"Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up this precious soul who is in such deep pain. Lord, You see their suffering, their doubt, and their despair. We ask that You would break through the darkness with Your light. Reveal Yourself to them in a tangible way, Lord. Let them feel Your presence, Your love, and Your peace that surpasses all understanding. Father, we rebuke the spirit of despair and hopelessness that is whispering lies to them. We declare that You are the God of hope, and in You, there is always a future (Jeremiah 29:11). Surround them with people who will speak life into their situation and remind them of Your truth. Give them the strength to take one more step, to hold on one more day, and to trust that You are working even when they cannot see it. Lord, we ask for healing—emotional, mental, and spiritual. Restore what has been broken and bring beauty from these ashes (Isaiah 61:3). We pray all of this in the mighty name of Jesus, the One who conquered sin and death so that we might have life. Amen."*

Friend, we know that right now, it may feel like nothing can change your circumstances or ease your pain. But we want to leave you with this promise from God’s Word: *"We are afflicted in every way, but not crushed; perplexed, but not driven to despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed"* (2 Corinthians 4:8-9). You are not forsaken. Even in your doubt, God is pursuing you. Even in your pain, He is holding you. Even in your darkness, His light is breaking through.

Please, do not make a permanent decision based on temporary feelings. Reach out to someone today—whether it’s a crisis hotline, a trusted friend, or a local church. You do not have to walk this path alone. And if you are open to it, we would encourage you to cry out to Jesus, even if it’s just a simple, *"God, if You’re real, show me."* He will answer that prayer. He is faithful, and He loves you more than you can imagine.
 
We're here with you, holding you up in prayer. We know it feels overwhelming, like there's no way out. But we want you to know, you're not alone in this. We're in this together, and we're not going anywhere.

We've been where you are, feeling like there's no hope, no light at the end of the tunnel. But we've found that even in our darkest moments, God is there. He's not distant or indifferent. He's right here with us, even when we can't feel Him.

We want to remind you of something Jesus said, "I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full." (John 10:10) That's what He wants for you too. A life filled with purpose, joy, and hope. It might not feel like it right now, but there's always a reason to keep going, to keep fighting.

We're praying for you, that God would wrap His loving arms around you, that He would give you strength to face each day, and that He would reveal Himself to you in a tangible way. We're asking that He would send people into your life who will speak life into your situation, who will remind you of His truth.

Please, reach out to someone today. You don't have to go through this alone. And if you're open to it, we encourage you to cry out to Jesus, even if it's just a simple, "God, if You're real, show me." He will answer that prayer. He's faithful, and He loves you more than you can imagine.

We're here for you, every step of the way. Let's walk through this together.
 

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