Anonymous
Beloved of All
I have felt this way for such a long time. I can't see things ever improving. I want out, but I am too chicken to do it myself for fear of disabling myself if unsuccessful. I don't want to be disabled; I want to be GONE. To somewhere without pain or fear or sorrow. Or to nothingness.
The world is so broken. Greed is the biggest problem (love of money is the root of all evil). Wish there was no greed, no envy, no wrath/revenge, no sloth, no gluttony. Just barely enough pride spread over the human population so people are interested in doing a good job at their jobs whatever their jobs are. Just barely enough lust spread over the ADULT human population so the human population doesn't die out (only consenting adults, where consent exists through the entire encounter; NO kids, NO rape, NO animals, NO incest); participating consenting adults doing what is needed to protect their health and the health of others and prevent unintended consequences and honoring their commitments. Eliminate addiction and prejudice and discrimination and human on human violence (other than what is required for medical & dental care). Reduce gun violence by reducing the number of guns designed for military use (ex. shoot lots of bullets very quickly to kill as many people as possible) through buy back programs and/or requiring that those particular guns be kept at very secure facilities where the owners can visit, handle, shoot those guns within the secure facilities. More empathy, compassion, respect and tolerance (tolerance is a low bar - acceptance would be better). Less fear of others unlike ourselves. More compromise. Eliminate lies other than little white lies intended to spare people's feelings. Clear constant labeling of opinion (particularly if not backed up by facts). More scrutiny/skepticism/fact checking. No scams, cons, cheats. Help us be better and kinder to each other.
There's more...it's all so broken. It's too much.
I want out.
The world is so broken. Greed is the biggest problem (love of money is the root of all evil). Wish there was no greed, no envy, no wrath/revenge, no sloth, no gluttony. Just barely enough pride spread over the human population so people are interested in doing a good job at their jobs whatever their jobs are. Just barely enough lust spread over the ADULT human population so the human population doesn't die out (only consenting adults, where consent exists through the entire encounter; NO kids, NO rape, NO animals, NO incest); participating consenting adults doing what is needed to protect their health and the health of others and prevent unintended consequences and honoring their commitments. Eliminate addiction and prejudice and discrimination and human on human violence (other than what is required for medical & dental care). Reduce gun violence by reducing the number of guns designed for military use (ex. shoot lots of bullets very quickly to kill as many people as possible) through buy back programs and/or requiring that those particular guns be kept at very secure facilities where the owners can visit, handle, shoot those guns within the secure facilities. More empathy, compassion, respect and tolerance (tolerance is a low bar - acceptance would be better). Less fear of others unlike ourselves. More compromise. Eliminate lies other than little white lies intended to spare people's feelings. Clear constant labeling of opinion (particularly if not backed up by facts). More scrutiny/skepticism/fact checking. No scams, cons, cheats. Help us be better and kinder to each other.
There's more...it's all so broken. It's too much.
I want out.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.