Gsmith
Humble Prayer Partner
I have prayed daily for Rose to move back to Wisconsin. We were together for 10 years and I vow I will never be with another woman other than her, and only be physically with her after we would marry. After a year of continuous prayers and a lot of painful growth by our Lord, she got a job (none in MI) and moved in with a friend,with no clear direction of our friendship nor how long she would stay (misses her brother and sisters in MI who are selfishly prodding her saying they miss her, but once she would return for good, they would just go on with their lives-not thinking she has a faithful believing man out here to marry and care for her and her faith). Anyway, she moved back 9 days ago. Today, she was switched to a clinic she hates working in due to abusive people (she's a nurse). So, I got text that in two weeks she is moving back to Michigan. My entire world is truly shaken and, although I will not succumb to Satan, my heart is grossly bitter to the Lord with this news. As a father myself, I do keep things from my son if he is not ready, but I would never give it and take it back without cause (I've seen her, no immoral thoughts, prayed at meals and night with her). If I took something from my son,he would start distrusting me. So I'm not sure-pray for Rose to stay, pray for my walk with our Lord, and pray as I have a job offer in MI right where she would be living but would be 8 hours from my kids and devastate them. I wish I could run and hide. I am very bitter towards everything right now. Please pray for me. I hate asking but I'm lost.
