TrustingonlyinGod
Prayer Warrior
I'm lost without my husband, but God knows everything that's going on with me. I've given my marriage and all my heartache to God. My husband has not contacted me and my heart is still so heavy. I don't know how to pray about this anymore except not to stop. The damage this has done to me has caused me to have little trust in the man I married and trusted to be there for me through better or worst. How he could just abandon me and act like I never existed has crushed my pride. I feel humiliated, It's like the love we have shared never existed and it is the worst pain to endure. This is not the first time he has done this to me. It has happened several times before over the past ### years, but never for this long length of time. We always worked things out and he always turned back to Jesus, but this time I feel different. I know I deserve so much better in my life. I need someone who is understanding, caring, forgiving and loving, someone who respects me enough to communicate with me even in the worst of times. I need someone who never gives up and knows all things are beautiful if God is the center of it. Someone who will not walk out on me. I meant what I said when we said our vows before God our father. I just don't understand how he could have lied to me and to God. I feel like I have been used up and tossed like a piece of trash. I have always been there for my husband without fail.
Thank you all for the prayers and taking the time to read my post. I will keep praying for my husband's heart to desire my love again and the restoration of our marriage, but mostly for God's will to be done in my life, for peace and happiness to fill my heart that is so desperately needed. Lord please Bless and watch over all my loved ones. Keep them healthy and safe from all harm. Lord please bless my husband and put a wall of safety around him from anything to harm him or our marriage. Please bring him home to you Jesus and then home to me Lord bless those who have been praying for me and my marriage. These things I pray in Jesus precious name, AMEN!
Thank you all for the prayers and taking the time to read my post. I will keep praying for my husband's heart to desire my love again and the restoration of our marriage, but mostly for God's will to be done in my life, for peace and happiness to fill my heart that is so desperately needed. Lord please Bless and watch over all my loved ones. Keep them healthy and safe from all harm. Lord please bless my husband and put a wall of safety around him from anything to harm him or our marriage. Please bring him home to you Jesus and then home to me Lord bless those who have been praying for me and my marriage. These things I pray in Jesus precious name, AMEN!
