Battowne
Disciple of Prayer
Im latha from ###, ### i m from a ### family i got to know Jesus in the year ### through my ### std tuition sir, i became a secret believer, got baptized, not knowing to my family, i m a teacher, got married to a ### ### family in ###, due to family problems n lack of God's word i went into idol worship forsaking God Jesus, i was craving to go church live a Christian life when i was a secret believer, but was afraid of family. i left my partially aided Job as advice, wished by my husband n started our own Pre school in our area for rent since ###. in year ### we bought ### flats for our classes. after ### successful year kids started growing in strength. so problems started due to some malicious people in d committed. They complained to corporation, they started sending notice, though many society people wanted us to be there, they signed against us on their request, i was completely broken, i begged before idols for relief, i decided to leave my breathe, i thought some god will help me in this court police cases, when i made 2 chits one live n other die, i said which ever i choose in front of idol i will follow thinking as gods wish but surprisingly got negative answer, i decided to do it thrice but majority was die, i was broken as i know it she not be God's will to make me suicide as i know they will not enter eternity. i backslided, in the year ### on Good Friday God made me realize, i cried a lot, repented, i was guilty for my mistakes. i started praying watching angel tv which i used to ignore earlier. i was afraid to tell my husband, but i prayed, one day i got chance to pray in spirit, on the same day my husband was touched by thayappans testimony, we went to RCchurch ###, my husband felt like something leaving his body while praying, i got new mobile, net, browsed for Holy Spirit filled church, by God's grace one Sunday i got word to see ### as holy, by God's grace same day we went to a ### ### church in ###, my husband and ### children got baptized in ###, ### paid but as per my husband's wish, he helped so many financially, before my husband became a believer we were trapped in court case which we filed first against corporation, but did not get stay, later they filed case against us, we could not concentrate on family or school, i asked my friend while waiting in court to pray for me to call angel tv, surprisingly as i reached home immediately switched on angel tv, where anbarin Sattam brother stephon was prophesying, said God is relieving you from all court cases, he will judge your case, submit all files n papers, i did so by God's grace and prophecy he has relieved us from this problem entirely. all praises to God, we used to do family prayer, my husband takes initiative, later we could not pray together, we pray separated, now on ### ### ### we bought new washing machine, we prayed together, i was happy for it, as i was longing for family prayer, but on the same day i was little annoyed as he scolded me ### days back for feeding kids late breakfast, on ### the ### he touched me i rejected, i requested not to disturb me only for today, but he flared with anger, beat me blue and black, tore my clothes, broke my ### pulled my hair badly, said all over, i will sin because of you. till date i m apologizing but he is not talking, neither eating, throwing frustration, i feel sorry and mentally and physically broken, please pray that he should have love and mercy towards me, my elder son in ### ###. younger in ### ###. even they are scared and worried. last month just got one small ### which i removed from stem n asked them to finish, but seeing it so he beat me badly with cricket stem. but it was my mistake so i take it for improvement. he has a kind helping nature too, but strict with kids studies too, i like my husband, i love him too much as he is God's child. please pray he should give me another chance.
