Callum
Servant
Dear Heavenly Father in the name of Jesus I come to you, lord I'm hurting right now because I miss my friend more than ever 16 years ago lord you called my best friend ### be by your side and I miss her she always knew how to calm my heart and mind and I wish she was here right now to help me, I feel alone and that everyone has left me and its all my fault for what I have done, I need to hear ###'s soothing voice lord right now I need her with me to comfort me but I know it's not possible, she was the first love of my life and I never told her, I visit her grave lord asking for her help I know she hears me lord but doesn't say anything, lord I miss her so much she was always someone I can turn to but right now I haven't got anyone, they all seem to be pulling or walking away slowly, my heart is burning with so much sorrow that I just want to rip it out of my chest, I lost the woman I love lord 16 years ago and I thought I would never find love again until you brought ### into my life and I managed to wreck everything 5 months ago, she made me feel alive and happy something I haven't felt in such a long time, now I just feel despair and I hate myself from what I did to her and I am truly sorry lord, I wish I could turn time back and change what I did but I can't I can only go forward and hope and pray that things between us will change and that I will continue to change to the person you want me to be lord, please comfort me and give guidance and advice on what I should do, I'm in complete turmoil, lord I turn away from sins now and in the future, I expel any demons in me lord and lift my love and life to you for your spirit to guide me, I give myself freely with no conditions lord in the name of Jesus who is out lord and saviour I pray to you Amen

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.