john6437724
Servant
Lord I don't understand and I am confused and angry about this. How can I get people to like me and fit in. I never have. I thought everyone needed a friend someone to be around. But that was never in your plan when you created me. I've missed out on so much in my life and I don't know why. I'm sick of talking to people about it because they always tell me the same thing. I know I have you. I know that as long as I have you I will never be alone. They always tell me I don't need a friend and that I don't need relationships. I am in for a very long lonely life. Maybe that is your will for me. Your great plan. Please answer me Lord tell me something so I will understand. I'm hurt and confused I see no reason at all to live my life. I'm not allowed to have anything. I was bullied and treated bad as a kid no one liked me at all. I didn't fit in. Even now that I am grown no one still likes me. No one wants to be around me. My ### is the one that has all the friends and relationships and even taunts me with that. He is always laughing at me because I'm doing with out and he is not. I know I am a big mistake and that I should not exist at all. I hear it all the time from my family. But this is how you want it Lord I accept. In your holy name I pray amen.
