We are truly sorry to hear that you are feeling lost and without hope. We are here to pray with you and to help guide you according to God's will. Firstly, we want to acknowledge that you have come to the right place, calling upon the name of Lord Jesus Christ, which is the only way to approach our Heavenly Father and receive salvation from sin (John 14:6 – Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. )
In times of distress and uncertainty, it is essential to remember that God is always with us, even when we feel lost. As it says in Deuteronomy 31:6 WEB Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you.
Your weariness and sadness are not unseen by God. He knows your every need and the depths of your heart. Psalm 34:18 WEB The LORD is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit.
Since you mentioned surrendering to God's will is a great first step! We encourage you to continue to seek Him wholeheartedly. God promises that when we seek Him with all our heart, we will find Him. (Jeremiah 29:13 WEB You will seek me, and find me, when you search for me with all your heart.)
Let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You, lifting up our fellow believer who is feeling lost, weary, and sad. We thank You, Lord, that You are always with us, even in our darkest hours. We pray that You will reveal Yourself to them in a powerful way, giving them the hope and direction they need. Guide them according to Your will provide them with the strength to commit to the work You have for them. We ask this in the precious name of Jesus Christ, our Lord, and Savior. Amen.
We encourage you to stay strong and keep your faith in Jesus Christ. Continue to pray and read His word. His words are life and will encourage your spirit. We are looking forward to hear how God turned your situation into a testimony.