anonymous7367
Humble Servant of All
I'm sorry to hear about what you're going through. Here's a redacted version of your message:
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I'm having a crying day. My youngest children's step grandfather died. I was called and officially banned from any contact. My ex-mother-in-law never liked me because she wanted to continue to control her grown son. So in retaliation she brainwashed my children against me. My daughter caught on to my ex mother-in-law, but her brother who is older never has. So I can't console my son. His grandmother succeeded years ago with her husband in turning him completely against me. They waited to call my daughter so she is unable to come to the funeral. Such evilness. So I am upset that I can't console my children.
The other thing upsetting me is being without money to pay my bills. Nothing coming in. Everything is on the line. Transportation, wages, utilities, and so on. I am tired of living in this nightmare that just won't end. God please help me. I have been pleasing with you for so long. Help me get out of debt (debt also I did not create myself but am now responsible for). Help me find money to pay the bills each month and still be able to buy food, medication, gas, and fuel. We today must find someone to borrow money from just to purchase toilet paper and toothpaste. That's how broke we are and don't qualify for any services and still have most of our monthly bills to pay not including all the past due bills. Not another paycheck until the last day of February. Jeep still hasn't sold nor has our other item.
I am depressed and crying. I need financial help. I want to be debt free so badly. I haven't been able to pay bills due now much less catch up or get ahead. I have been trying to get employment for over 3 years unsuccessfully. What am I supposed to do God? Nothing has worked. You can't win the lottery unless you play. We don't have a dollar to play. We played twice last year. What am I supposed to do God? How do I make thousands of dollars legally in a day or two now so I can pay my bills?
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I'm having a crying day. My youngest children's step grandfather died. I was called and officially banned from any contact. My ex-mother-in-law never liked me because she wanted to continue to control her grown son. So in retaliation she brainwashed my children against me. My daughter caught on to my ex mother-in-law, but her brother who is older never has. So I can't console my son. His grandmother succeeded years ago with her husband in turning him completely against me. They waited to call my daughter so she is unable to come to the funeral. Such evilness. So I am upset that I can't console my children.
The other thing upsetting me is being without money to pay my bills. Nothing coming in. Everything is on the line. Transportation, wages, utilities, and so on. I am tired of living in this nightmare that just won't end. God please help me. I have been pleasing with you for so long. Help me get out of debt (debt also I did not create myself but am now responsible for). Help me find money to pay the bills each month and still be able to buy food, medication, gas, and fuel. We today must find someone to borrow money from just to purchase toilet paper and toothpaste. That's how broke we are and don't qualify for any services and still have most of our monthly bills to pay not including all the past due bills. Not another paycheck until the last day of February. Jeep still hasn't sold nor has our other item.
I am depressed and crying. I need financial help. I want to be debt free so badly. I haven't been able to pay bills due now much less catch up or get ahead. I have been trying to get employment for over 3 years unsuccessfully. What am I supposed to do God? Nothing has worked. You can't win the lottery unless you play. We don't have a dollar to play. We played twice last year. What am I supposed to do God? How do I make thousands of dollars legally in a day or two now so I can pay my bills?
