Anonymous
Beloved of All
My friend reacts with fear, mistrust and anger, even rage, towards me in my response to my emotion pain... caused by her. She is completely misinterpreting my expression as hateful, controlling, or abusive towards her. That is what I was upset towards her about. She hates me for leaving the friendship. My friendship felt like it was premised on a role as if my job was to praise her but talk only when needed. So when questioned how I'm treated, I got bullied into thinking I'm inferior, not enlightened and eventually bad for leaving the friendship. Controlled I was. My crime for her rage? Not being around to stroke their ego any longer. Lord I refuse to be shamed by this person. I did nothing wrong. I loved he. I left to protect myself. I prayed to God to soften her heart. I got vilified for it. I expressed my feelings to God and she hates that I pray here. Help her understand that she hurt me, please.
