Revin
Prayer Warrior
I'm feeling so condemned now. I was attracted to this married woman as she was so nice to me and also being a lonely guy. It's like the devil knows all my weaknesses and sexual brokenness and tries to fan it. I was finding it real hard not to be tempted but resisted and did nothing. I mean I don't want to commit adultery. However, it's just like these thoughts and emotions just pop into my mind. I think it is a demon that is tempting me and then making me feel condemned and then starts attacking me and wants to drag me off to hell. Please pray that this isn't so, I just want to be at peace and feel God's love and forgiveness. I repented of these sinful thoughts but they just keep on coming back like an obsession which is why I believe it to be a demon trying to drive me to sin. Please pray that these attacks stop and I'll be strong to resist the temptation. The devil seems to attack me every morning when I wake up real early trying to drive me to sin and make my day a bad day. I just wish I could take something to forget about this situation and just be happy and not have all this fear and anxiety. Please pray that I will be happy again and at peace filled with God's love. And for the nice lady, well I think she probably knows nothing of this really. I asked why she was always greeting me so nicely as I didn't even know her and she said I look like a real nice guy. So I was flattered but I don't know about this situation. Seemed dangerous maybe but I have left work due to permanent disability so don't see her anymore which is probably for the best. I also want to add maybe I have an adulterous spirit attacking me due to all my sexual brokenness.
It's really hard to resist when your flesh is drawn by this. However, I do try my best, I think, to resist but this is when I start feeling condemned for having these feelings. I really repent but it's an ongoing struggle at times. I guess I will have to fight sin till I die one day. Oh please God set me free from my fleshly body's sinful nature. I claim this in Jesus's name. It's not I who live but Christ in me as I've crucified the flesh or do my best to do so. There is no condemnation for those who do not walk after the flesh but in the Spirit. Please help me Lord to do this. Why do I not really feel at peace about having written the above, maybe it's because I was giving into my flesh and enjoying it. However, having seen the bad fruit of this and I resist my fleshly desires now and don't want to have a quick thrill and then feel condemned afterward. I have had enough of walking as a fleshly Christian and want to be filled with the Spirit.
It's really hard to resist when your flesh is drawn by this. However, I do try my best, I think, to resist but this is when I start feeling condemned for having these feelings. I really repent but it's an ongoing struggle at times. I guess I will have to fight sin till I die one day. Oh please God set me free from my fleshly body's sinful nature. I claim this in Jesus's name. It's not I who live but Christ in me as I've crucified the flesh or do my best to do so. There is no condemnation for those who do not walk after the flesh but in the Spirit. Please help me Lord to do this. Why do I not really feel at peace about having written the above, maybe it's because I was giving into my flesh and enjoying it. However, having seen the bad fruit of this and I resist my fleshly desires now and don't want to have a quick thrill and then feel condemned afterward. I have had enough of walking as a fleshly Christian and want to be filled with the Spirit.
