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john6437724
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Please pray for me. I'm facing a giant that is trying to tear me down and steal my joy over something I have desired for so long and can no longer have. I have longed for so many years to be in a special relationship with someone godly in my life for so long and no one has ever wanted to give me a chance. Years up on years have passed now and it has not happened yet. I've always been not good enough. So I gave up on being in a relationship and live comfortably with being alone. No one has ever gave me one chance, needless to say I've never been in a relationship before. I can't date anyone that has been on a date before me; it makes me too uncomfortable and this giant that I am facing is rubbing that in my face and is trying to tear me down again. Please pray for me. I've been hurt a lot in my life and I made a commitment that I would never let anyone hurt me and by that I would stay alone, never try to be in a relationship with anyone. Just hearing about someone else being in a relationship hurts me because I've desired that for so long. I can't do it. It makes me too uncomfortable now knowing that if I date someone they may have gone on several dates before me. Please pray that this will go away and I can live a comfortable life. Thank you.
