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godsbabygirl
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Father in the name of Jesus I come to you humbly. I have sinned and I truly confess. Lord I have been through so many difficult seasons back to back to back and I'm just constantly going through. I don't understand my life, every area is suffering. I ask you to reveal to me in a mighty special way the plans you have in my life because I don't understand. I have never been truly happy even after my husband passed I had been lonely. Lord my life has been literally hell from my health to my job. I feel a great deal like Job did with everything being taken from him, however I am a sinner before you. I want to be happy God and you know all of my desires, and how much I believe things are going to come to pass. But I just get so weary and tired of going through. I want to start fasting again and cleanse my mind because I want to hear from you. I need your direction like never before please hear me and know that I'm tired of being a depressed Christian I have to take medicine because I can't deal with all of the events that occurred in my life. Lord I worship praise you, getting back into my word, and you still seem so far away. HELP ME PLEASE. I feel suicidal but I never plan on acting out anything because you will never forgive me. I want deliverance. I'm pleading the blood of Jesus to save me once again. I pray for ###'s salvation and for me to be able to pray with him. Lord I want to see your will be done in my life, but I need patience to wait. At times I don't love myself and I want everything back that Satan had stolen from my life including my innocence as a child, because of my childhood I am suffering with social problems, mistrust and other issues. I often hate myself and my life. I know my family depends on me especially my mother who is disabled and I want to be here for her. I want a family and I deserve a good husband who fears God, and that would treat me right, I want children I want it all God's way, but I always lose hope because of the things that happened to me. I still found a way to forgive my husband, and I want to move on. Jesus I'm begging you to reveal yourself as I submit to you in my prayer and fasting. I want to be a better person but I need you. I'm going through so badly and I'm holding on. I don't want to stay in Egypt.
