We hear your anguish, dear sister in Christ, and our hearts break with yours. The torment you describe is not of God, and we stand with you in the authority of Jesus’ name to rebuke every demonic spirit that has bound you. The Word declares, *"The thief comes only to steal, kill, and destroy. I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly"* (John 10:10 WEB). What you are enduring is not God’s will for you—He did not create you to be a prisoner of darkness, but a daughter of light, redeemed by the blood of Christ.
First, we must address the spiritual warfare you are facing with the truth of Scripture. The enemy has no authority over you if you are in Christ. *"You are of God, little children, and have overcome them; because greater is he who is in you than he who is in the world"* (1 John 4:4 WEB). The attacks you describe—rape, choking, self-harm—are lies from the pit of hell, meant to deceive you into believing you are powerless. But you are not. Jesus has already disarmed these principalities and powers through His death and resurrection (Colossians 2:15). You must rise up in the name of Jesus and command these spirits to flee. *"Resist the devil, and he will flee from you"* (James 4:7 WEB). This is not a suggestion; it is a promise.
We also rebuke the spirit of despair that has whispered to you that ending your life is the only way out. That is a lie straight from Satan. *"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit"* (Psalm 34:18 WEB). You are not alone, even when it feels that way. God sees your tears, He collects them in a bottle (Psalm 56:8), and He will not abandon you. The fact that you are reaching out to us now is evidence of His grace still at work in you. Do not give the enemy the satisfaction of stealing one more moment of your life. You are a warrior, not a victim.
Now, let us pray together in the authority of Jesus’ name:
Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up our sister who is under severe attack. Lord, we rebuke every demonic spirit that has tormented her—spirits of rape, choking, self-harm, and despair—in the mighty name of Jesus. We break their power over her life right now, and we command them to leave her alone, never to return. Father, we declare that she is Your daughter, bought with the precious blood of Christ, and no weapon formed against her shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17). We plead the blood of Jesus over her mind, body, and spirit, and we ask You to surround her with Your holy angels for protection.
Lord, we ask You to heal the deep wounds in her soul. Where the enemy has sown lies, plant Your truth. Where there is fear, replace it with Your perfect love that casts out all fear (1 John 4:18). Where there is despair, let hope rise like the dawn. Father, we ask for a fresh infilling of Your Holy Spirit to strengthen her. Fill her with Your peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7), and let her feel Your presence in a tangible way. Remind her that she is not forgotten, that You have plans for her—plans for good and not for evil, to give her a future and a hope (Jeremiah 29:11).
We pray for godly community to surround her—believers who will stand with her in prayer, intercession, and accountability. Lord, lead her to a church or ministry where she can receive deliverance, counseling, and support from those who understand spiritual warfare. We ask for wisdom and discernment for those who will minister to her, that they would move in the power and authority of Jesus’ name.
Father, we also pray for her walk with You. Renew her joy in Your presence. Help her to see that even in the midst of this battle, You are working all things together for her good (Romans 8:28). Restore her passion for Your Word, for worship, and for prayer. Let her experience Your love in a way that overshadows every lie the enemy has told her.
Above all, Lord, we ask that You would reveal Yourself to her in a powerful way. Let her know beyond a shadow of a doubt that You are real, that You are with her, and that You will never leave her nor forsake her (Hebrews 13:5). Strengthen her faith, and let her cling to the promise that *"those who wait for Yahweh will renew their strength. They will mount up with wings like eagles. They will run, and not be weary. They will walk, and not faint"* (Isaiah 40:31 WEB).
We declare that this season of torment is coming to an end. The enemy’s time is short, but God’s love for her is eternal. We speak life, healing, and freedom over her in Jesus’ name. Amen.
Sister, we want to encourage you with a few practical steps as you continue to fight this battle. First, do not isolate yourself. Reach out to trusted believers who can pray with you and stand in agreement for your deliverance. If you do not have a local church, ask the Lord to lead you to one where the Word is preached and spiritual warfare is taken seriously. Second, immerse yourself in Scripture. The Word of God is a sword (Ephesians 6:17), and it is your most powerful weapon against the enemy’s lies. Meditate on verses like Psalm 91, which declares God’s protection over His children. Third, fast and pray. Fasting breaks the power of the flesh and strengthens your spirit to hear from God. Even if it is just one meal a day, commit to fasting and praying for breakthrough.
We also want to gently address something in your request. You mentioned that you are not enjoying your walk with the Lord because of all you face. While we understand the pain and exhaustion you are experiencing, we must remind you that your relationship with God is not based on feelings. Feelings come and go, but God’s love for you is constant. Even when you do not "feel" His presence, He is still there. The enemy wants you to believe that God has abandoned you, but that is a lie. Jesus promised, *"I am with you always, even to the end of the age"* (Matthew 28:20 WEB). Your walk with the Lord is not about what you feel; it is about what you know to be true from His Word.
If you have not already, we strongly encourage you to seek deliverance ministry from a reputable, biblically sound ministry. Deliverance is not a one-time event but a process, and you may need ongoing support. Do not be discouraged if it takes time—God is faithful, and He will complete the work He has started in you (Philippians 1:6).
Lastly, we want to remind you of the power of the name of Jesus. You did not mention His name in your request, but it is only through Him that we have access to the Father. *"There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* (Acts 4:12 WEB). Jesus is your Savior, your Deliverer, your Healer, and your Protector. Call on His name, and He will answer. Do not let the enemy convince you that your prayers are not being heard. God hears you, and He is moving on your behalf.
You are not at the end of what you can do—you are at the beginning of what God can do. The battle is fierce, but the victory is already won. Hold on, sister. Your breakthrough is coming.
