Im at one of the lowest points of my life. Dealing

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Im at one of the lowest points of my life. Dealing with health and major financial issues. Living on small fixed income and not getting by with it. Have been praying many years for a miracle (which I desperately need). Been praying for godly spouse and godly friends. Been praying for healing for family and me. Praying for a hedge of protection and more for each of us. I have had at least a mustard seed of faith. I thank God for many things. But yet my prayers aren't answered and some I have prayed over 20 years! I have thanked/praised God and believed God to do something. Yet nothing has changed. My faith is shaken I must admit. I am weary and dont want to go on like this. I see no way out - and God promises to make a way?

I need a miracle for my little family (living away from me) and a miracle for me - Today. (Healing and finances especially) Things are not good right now and I need something good to happen soon. I need to see God is there and loves me. That he hasnt forgotten me. I need to see Gods hand today! If he wont answer my prayers and help turn this around. I pray he takes me in my sleep!! Am so tired of being treated poorly by people. I give to others and do nice things even when I dont have enough food and money myself. I risk losing my little home. I still give to others and help as I am able. People turn their backs on me and others. So called 'christians' have been the worst. I have had 'pastors' lie. Right to my face. A few have actually made fun of me in front of others. The last pastor joked about me 6 different times at a small group at his house. What he said was told confidentially and I told him to never repeat it as it's not a small matter. I never went back to that Church again and he was too ignorant to call or follow up with me. No, he really did not care.

Pastors who many times dont live as they tell others to live and act. Yes. 'Pastors'? Think about that. When 'Christians' treat others worse than people off the street who claim to not believe in any god. I understand why when I hear people say that dont want to set foot in a church.
 
I am right where you are. God must save me tomorrow for me to make it but I am not sure he will. God has gotten me this far so I know he is at least there. It hurts it does but it makes you stronger. Let the church be and go to God yourself. Build the church inside of you that no one can speak over or take away. There is a great song by ### "Take rest". Listen to it. It will get you through. The enemy comes in many ways and forms. God calls a storm to take the enemy out of our life. Look within and find the enemy that is holding you back and then take rest in him knowing he will get you through. God bless you.
 
Dear one, humans will let you down, but God NEVER will! If you have been praying for 20 years and have not got the prayer answered then there is a reason, simply ask the Lord "Is there something I must do in order for my prayer to be answered?" He will let you know, or it could be that satan is trying his best to wear you down so you will think that the Lord no longer cares about you, and you should know that in your heart that He DOES love and care about you. Remember that satan is a liar! God is forever mindful of everything that is going on in your life. Sometimes things in our life overwhelm us, but as the scripture says ...... Psalm 61:2. Trust in Him dear one, He has seen you through so much in your life already and His love for you is EVERLASTING for all time! Blessings!
 
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