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nuptial -bound
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Thanks to the souls who've prayed for me already! May God show up Suddenly+undeniably!I don't want to have you think:her again? I read my Bible+I pray ceaselessly,Love to pray for others-that's how I know Jesus lives in me.But,I'm not doing well.I'm still playing my break-up over in my head bc I thouht by Easter,a miracle,I hoped would happen.I kept in Faith longer than I ever have for ANYTHING,why am I still reeling?I'm unable to be comforted,even after 2 wks of fast+pryr? where is God,why does he not give me some word,hope,sign of Turnaround/Breakthru?I can't take much more Denial.I'm becoming weary from attacks,bitter ,doubtful from waiting.Help me,pple used to come to me for pryr+ i prayed for them but they don't pray for me-I feel used +forgotten,passed over.It's enbarassing,pple shake their heads they know my pryrs have gone unanswered for over 7 yrs.Give me a testimony,God bc I ask:this Christianity isn't working in my life,in fact,I'm thinking,I feel lied to,let down,feel more like a loser than ever.I'm not gonna make it 1 more yr.,waiting.I'm slowly losing my mind,cursing day I was born,+my very cursed lot.Am I lost for good?It's your move now,God.
