I'm All Prayed Out, what Now?

[nuptial -bound]

Thanks to the souls who've prayed for me already! May God show up Suddenly+undeniably! I don't want to have you think: her again? I read my Bible+I pray ceaselessly, Love to pray for others—that's how I know Jesus lives in me. But, I'm not doing well. I'm still playing my break-up over in my head because I thought by Easter, a miracle, I hoped would happen. I kept in Faith longer than I ever have for ANYTHING, why am I still reeling? I'm unable to be comforted, even after 2 wks of fast+prayer? Where is God, why does he not give me some word, hope, sign of Turnaround/Breakthrough? I can't take much more Denial. I'm becoming weary from attacks, bitter, doubtful from waiting. Help me, people used to come to me for prayer+ I prayed for them but they don't pray for me—I feel used + forgotten, passed over. It's embarrassing, people shake their heads they know my prayers have gone unanswered for over 7 yrs. Give me a testimony, God, because I ask: this Christianity isn't working in my life, in fact, I'm thinking, I feel lied to, let down, feel more like a loser than ever. I'm not gonna make it 1 more yr., waiting. I'm slowly losing my mind, cursing the day I was born, + my very cursed lot. Am I lost for good? It's your move now, God.

 

[AGGIE]

lord this is another child of yours lord who has prayed without ceasing father i pray lord that if there is anything blocking her from reaching your blessings lord that you will remove it in your name lord i pray father that she will sing a new song in her life lord we have always joined her lord when she is seeking your face in her situation lord dear lord forgive her of any wrongs she has committed lord i pray father next time we join her in prayer king of glory it will be for a different thing altogether lord do not let us to be stagnant dear lord we are your children father and we need to continue growing in you but lord you know when we dwell on one thing for a long time lord we see as if you have forsaken us and the enemy takes advantage of us father please seal all the loopholes that satan may have in our lives and ease our pain dear lord in jesus name i pray amen.