I'm a United States Marine. I've been in a ...

[justaman]

I'm a United States Marine. I've been in a good amount of time now. I gave my life to Jesus Christ in 2009. And am about to marry the woman of my dreams, and I can't wait. But what I do has gotten me pretty messed up in the head, I'm pretty sure I'm loosing my mind, and my relationship with Jesus has been effected by it. I'm an alcoholic, and I know it. My Fiance docent know. I wouldn't know how to tell her, I'm ashamed, I'm going to check into rehab soon...but I still wake up thinking about the things I've seen. Done. Had to deal with, watch, experience. And the thing I do everyday, and the sins I've committed and wish I was dead. I know God will forgive me, but I can't seem to forgive myself. So instead of doing what I know will help, lift my burdens to God. I drink my pain away. I don't know how I let this happen to myself. It seems like yesterday I was on fire for God. And now, I'm a broken, drunken, depressed man. To be honest, I think about dying allot. Sometimes I wish that just don't wake up. I would never take the selfish way out. Ever. But I need help, I don't know what to do. I just want to feel human again. Please pray for me.

 

[pradmin]

Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[FROMWOUNDEDNESS]

If you only KNEW how proud God is of you for your honesty as this very moment..............

Heavenly Father, make Your presence known to this marine, who is justaman, each and every single day, as the God who is near to the brokenhearted and who saves the crushed in spirit. (Psalm 34:18) For indeed You are.

In Your name I speak healing and restoration upon each and every wound that was inflicted upon this marine’s life. Thank You for healing and binding my friend’s wounds! (Psalm 147:3)

Holy Spirit, expose the lies of the enemy that have entered my friend’s life because of his trauma. Jesus, bring this marine to an encounter with Your Word. Reveal Your truth to my friend and let every lie be broken and let every mindset come into alignment with Your Word. God, wash this marine with Your Word. (Romans 12:2)

I declare that this marine will stand in agreement with Your word that says only goodness and mercy shall follow him all the days of his life. (Psalm 23, Jermeiah 29:11)

Abba, I release a revelation of the spirit of sonship upon my friend right now. You have not given this marine a spirit of slavery to fall back into fear, but he has received the Spirit of adoption as sons, by whom he can cry “Abba! Father!†(Romans 8:15) Reveal Your unfailing and everlasting love that conquers all fear!

Casts out fear from this marine’s heart. (1 John 4:18a) Let Your love rain down upon him, bringing healing to his mind, emotions, will and spirit, even his body. Overwhelm this marine with Your healing power. Overwhelm him with Your loving presence.

For as high as the heavens are above the earth, so great is Your steadfast love toward this marine; as far as the east is from the west, so far You remove this marine’s transgressions from him. (Psalm 103:11-12) You have purchased my friend for a price and that is through the blood of Your Son Jesus. I declare freedom from every burden of fear, anxiety, depression, guilt, shame and anger, by the power of the blood of Christ! And I speak love, peace, freedom, wholeness, joy and thanksgiving. In Jesus name I pray. Amen.

http://www.jentezenfranklin.org/blog/

http://hopefaithpray...ion-depression/

 

[uwjn121]

God please be with your child in his time of struggle... please help him to overcome with your help. Let him know of your loving presence and bless him. Please watch over him and let him know he has loved ones who will support him through his hardships. Thank you and in your name I pray, Amen.

 

[fullofgrace]

Psalm 100:3

Know (perceive, recognize, and understand with approval) that the Lord is God!

It is He Who has made us, not we ourselves [and we are His]!

We are His people and the sheep of His pasture.

i proclaim blessing and much determination to stay in His Presence for you are HIS in Christ Jesus. amen.

 

[Collidill]

lotd send strength and comfort. Help lift this person up again and to send them on their way to get back to theirself. Lord I pray for restoration. Amen

 

[ipetersen32]

Lord give him strength , comfort him , bless him and let him know nothing is impossible with you. Lord let your will be done!Amen

 

[Action238]

Our thoughts and "feeling" are not relevant to anything...God know all that you did and will do. Your here by divine intervention...God loves you that He died for you before you were even born. He loves us...that's the basic..if you don't believe that..where do you go from there? (just where you went to the bottle..in your case)...the reason God came was to bring forgiveness...so when we say He does not love us...what we are really saying is His death was for nothing? God forbid. We all fall short...there are principalities here on this earth now that have been saved up (I think) specifically for these end times...Satan is seeking and devouring...He is like a roaring lion...but when we see him in the end...we are going to say...that's him? Satan has power given from God..God is His Creator...not the other way around...Satan is NOT God's equal or even remotely close to having the Power and Strength that God has..the funny thing is...there really is no battle...it's been already won..on Calvary...it's principalities in high places...you just opened the door and they came in and dirtied your house...place your mind and its "settings" on HIM...it doesn't matter where you've been doesn't matter what the sin...His salvation is for all..take his hand a believe...

PS

not thinking your ready for marriage...going in with deceit is not a good way to start...with this evil force that already has a plan to destroy...fix it...in Jesus name...only you can...with Him..you and HIM...Set your house in God's order...God, you then wife....set your mind on HIM...be all you can be for HIM...God "feels" better, you "feel" better and your future wife will stand with You as One with Him in divine love forever...in Jesus name...do the right thing..don't get married.....yet....