Anonymous
Beloved of All
Im 16, suffering from depression, body dysmorphic disorder anorexia, anxiety, and suicidal for a yr now. I'm very antisocial as well, i cry and sit in my house all day because of this. I'm doing horrible in school as result. I used to be a very happy, outgoing, loving girl, and I used to get straight A's. But it all went downhill when my sister was diagnosed with szichoprenia. She also suffered from Bdd and anorexia which affected me resulting into my issues. My acne, acne scars and discolorations are horrible now from all these treatments and chemicals I've used. I cry all of the time, and think about my skin all of the time. Deep down I know my depression and anxiety and Bdd will only go away once my fixation of my skin will stop, but that won't go away until my face is healed and clear. I want to be like other teenagers, happy and social. I can't even look people In the eye, and I'm scared to have a boyfriend because I don't want him looking at my skin. Please please pray for inner and physical healing. Please. I see no reason to live, if I'm gonna have screwed up skin, and I'm doing horrible in school, so I know I'm not gonna be able to do anything great with my life. And I'm probably never gonna have a bf, because of my skin. Please pray for me.... Please pray for my skin to be healed. That's all I pray and ask for!
