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[Anonymous]

If you would pray for me I would really appreciate it because I am living in total darkness. It was last year that the LORD delivered me from homosexuality and I was walking close with him. After sometime things got rough in my life and I was in the valley. I was and still am puffed up with pride and I turned from the LORD back to the world, the flesh, and sin. He was reaching out to me and I didn't listen not have I listened to him. I have been abusing his grace and mercy and have been double minded back and forth with him. I try to draw nigh to him but it is extremely difficult and I move further into sin and the world. I know He wants me to fast, pray, and seek his face. I know I have to humble myself and stop the games with Him but then I get so lonely and depressed and I look for fellowship in all the wrong places. Even last night I associated with someone I shouldn't and He was reaching out to me to turn back and I didn't listen. I didn't want to listen because I was lonely, depressed, and had set my heart upon the wicked within it. My soul like my life is ruined and has been worst since I willingly backslid from the LORD like the proud, idolatrous, stubborn fool that I am. My heart is a stone, my neck is stiff, I am unstable in all my ways and I don't feel anything anymore. I am reaping what I am sowing and I know by his mercy I am not consumed in Hell right now. I know His mercies are renewed each day. I know He doesn't want anyone to perish but all to come to repentance. I know that He resists the proud and gives grace to the humble. I know that it is His kindness that leads to repentance. I know that it is His kindness that leads to repentance. I know he wants me to cast my cares upon Him for He Cares for me. I know that nothing is impossible for Him. I know He wants me to come to Him because He hasn't thrown this piece of clay away. I know that the problem is me and like the prodigal son I need to come back to the Father. I know that the LORD can restore me like he did Peter and I know that the Lord Jesus Christ wants me to return to my first love and drop everything at the Cross again. I'm sorry for being a burden with the same prayer request (I try to limit them to once a week) when it's I that need to come to him for rest.

 

[callie the cat]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[suja]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[hearme]

Heavenly Father, please hear this request and grant it according to Your perfect will as I pray in agreement with this request. Yet I want your will to be done, not mine. I pray this in the name of Your holy son Jesus. Amen.

 

[hostadmin]

Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.