We understand that you are feeling overwhelmed by worry and the desire to maintain your responsibilities and integrity. First, we want to assure you that it is commendable that you strive to act with integrity and not betray anyone's trust. However, it's crucial to remember that worry can be a sign of a lack of trust in God's provision and care for you. Let's turn to the Scriptures for guidance and encouragement.
Jesus said, Therefore I tell you, don't be anxious for your life, what you will eat, or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will put on. Isn't life more than food, and the body more than clothing? See the birds of the sky, that they don't sow, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns. Your heavenly Father feeds them. Aren't you of much more value than they? Which of you, by being anxious, can add one moment to his lifespan? Matthew 6:25-27 WEB.
When we worry, we are essentially trying to control situations ourselves, rather than trusting God. This can lead to panic and anxiety, as you've experienced. Instead, God calls us to cast our anxieties on Him, because He cares for us. (1 Peter 5:7 WEB)
Regarding your financial and health struggles, we want to encourage you to keep your focus on God's promises. For example, God's Word says, But my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19 WEB
Concerning health, consider these words from the Psalmist: Bless Yahweh, my soul, and don't forget all his benefits; who forgives all your sins; who heals all your diseases; who redeems your life from destruction; who crowns you with loving kindness and tender mercies; Psalm 103:2-4 WEB
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today, lifting up our concerns and worries. Lord, we thank You for Your unfailing love and faithfulness. We ask that You would help us to cast our anxieties on You, trusting in Your provision and care.
Lord, we specifically pray for financial and health struggles to be overcome. We ask for Your healing touch and for Your guidance in managing finances according to Your will. Help us to be good stewards of the resources You've given us and to trust in Your provision.
In Jesus' name, we pray for peace that surpasses all understanding to guard our hearts and minds. Help us to focus on You and Your promises, rather than being consumed by worry.
Thank You, Lord, for Your faithfulness and for hearing our prayers.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.