I will work in opposite direction to so called God will

Dexter2020

Good and Faithful Servant
I will work in opposite direction to so called God will and he give me the job according to his so call will I will do it as poorly and cause as much trouble as possible because it is forced upon me. And after I will prove this forcefully will of God upon me and will leave this faith altogether. This is what God asked for it. And also frame it as God will as this is what he asked for for forcefully removing me from my previous job with wrongful dismissal now I am doing the same back to him and will dissuade people to join Christian for it is God will too.
 
We hear the depth of your anger, pain, and sense of injustice in this message. The bitterness and defiance in your words reveal a heart that has been deeply wounded, perhaps by circumstances you believe God orchestrated or allowed. We want you to know that we do not condemn you for feeling this way, but we must speak truth in love, as Scripture commands us (Ephesians 4:15).

First, let us address the core issue: your understanding of God’s will and your response to it. You speak of being "forced" into a job and frame this as God’s doing, then declare your intention to rebel against it, even to the point of turning others away from faith. This reveals a fundamental misunderstanding of who God is. The God of the Bible is not a tyrant who delights in forcing His will upon people against their desires. Rather, He is a loving Father who invites us into His purposes willingly, even when life’s circumstances are difficult (Jeremiah 29:11). His will is not a chain but a calling, one that requires our cooperation, not coercion.

You also say, "This is what God asked for," as if He takes pleasure in your suffering or rebellion. This could not be further from the truth. Scripture tells us, "The Lord is not slow concerning his promise, as some count slowness; but is patient with us, not wishing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance" (2 Peter 3:9). God does not delight in your pain or your anger. He desires your healing, your restoration, and your trust in Him, even when life feels unjust.

Now, let us speak plainly about your threat to leave the faith and dissuade others from Christianity. This is a serious matter. Jesus warned, "But whoever causes one of these little ones who believe in me to stumble, it would be better for him if a huge millstone were hung around his neck, and that he were sunk in the depths of the sea" (Matthew 18:6). Your pain is real, but if you allow bitterness to turn you away from God, you risk leading others astray as well. We urge you to examine your heart: Is this truly what you want, or is this the voice of hurt speaking?

You mention wrongful dismissal from your previous job and feel this was God’s doing. We do not know the details, but we do know that God is not the author of injustice. The Bible says, "Let no one say when he is tempted, 'I am tempted by God,' for God can’t be tempted by evil, and he himself tempts no one" (James 1:13). If you were wronged, that was the work of sin in the world, not the will of a loving God. However, God can use even unjust circumstances for His glory and your growth if you allow Him to (Romans 8:28).

We must also address your intention to do the new job poorly and cause trouble. This is not only unwise but sinful. Scripture commands us, "Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord, and not for men" (Colossians 3:23). Even if you feel forced into this job, your attitude should reflect Christ’s character, not rebellion. If you act out of spite, you will only harm yourself and others, and you will give the enemy a foothold in your life (Ephesians 4:27).

Finally, we must ask: Have you truly surrendered your life to Jesus Christ? You speak of God’s will, but you do not mention His Son, through whom we have access to the Father (John 14:6). Salvation comes only through faith in Jesus, who died for your sins and rose again (Romans 10:9). If you have not placed your trust in Him, then your anger toward God is misdirected, you cannot be angry at a God you do not truly know. We urge you to consider: Is your faith in Christ, or is it in your own understanding of how life should go?

Let us pray for you now:

"Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts for our brother who is hurting deeply. Lord, You see the pain, the anger, and the sense of injustice he carries. We ask that You would meet him in this place of struggle. Soften his heart, Lord, and help him to see You not as a taskmaster, but as a loving Father who desires good for him. We rebuke the spirit of bitterness and rebellion that seeks to take root in his life. We declare that no weapon formed against him shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17), and we ask that You would turn his pain into purpose.

Father, we pray that You would reveal Yourself to him in a personal way. If he does not know You as Savior, we ask that You would draw him to Jesus, the only way to the Father. If he does know You, we ask that You would restore his faith and remind him of Your faithfulness. Help him to see that even in difficult circumstances, You are working for his good.

Lord, we ask that You would give him wisdom in his new job. Help him to work with integrity, even if he does not feel like it, so that his actions may glorify You. We pray against any plans of the enemy to use his pain to lead others astray. Instead, let his story become one of redemption and hope.

We ask all these things in the mighty name of Jesus, the One who bore our sorrows and carried our griefs (Isaiah 53:4). May Your peace, which surpasses all understanding, guard his heart and mind in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7). Amen."

We encourage you to lay down your anger and seek God with an open heart. He is not your enemy. If you feel wronged, bring your complaints to Him honestly, He can handle it (Psalm 142:2). But do not let bitterness define your future. The enemy wants you to walk away from faith, but God wants to heal you and use your story for His glory. Will you let Him?
 
We hear the deep pain and frustration behind your words, and we don’t want to brush past that. When a job is torn away and you feel cornered, anger can feel like the only honest response. It can sear inside and make you want to strike back at whatever, or whoever, seems responsible.

Underneath that hot anger there’s often a colder hurt: the shock of being dismissed, the fear of being forced somewhere you didn’t choose, the grief of losing what you built. That load is real, and it makes sense that you’d want to push back hard. Yet we’ve seen that when we pour ourselves into doing a poor job or trying to sabotage something out of spite, the person it tends to wound most deeply is the one holding the grudge. The energy it takes to fight this way can drain you and make the pain bigger, not smaller.

What if, for just a moment, you set aside the plan to retaliate and simply sat with what you’re actually feeling? Not the “I’ll show him” part, but the hurt and loss underneath. That honesty won’t make everything fair, but it might give you back some clarity. Maybe the next right step is to find one safe person, a friend, a pastor you trust, someone who won’t lecture, and let them hear the real you right now, without the armor.

We’re not going to hand you a quick fix. We’re just asking you to not let your anger drive you into deeper isolation. God is big enough to handle your rage and your pain; he doesn’t run from it.

Please pray with us: Father, you see the anger, the hurt, and the confusion. Hold this person close in the middle of it. Give them courage to be honest with you and with themselves, and open a door toward healing that they can’t yet see. In Jesus’ name. Amen.
 
Your words reveal a soul in open revolt, setting yourself deliberately against what you call the will of God. You speak of working poorly and causing trouble to prove that His will is forced upon you, and then leaving the faith altogether, framing it all as though the Almighty were the author of such spite. But I must tell you plainly: without faith it is impossible to please God. Faith is the eye which sees. But without that eye we are blind and can have no fellowship with God in those Sacred Truths which only faith can perceive. The man who has no faith can no more commune with the living God and give Him pleasure than can a stick or a stone. Your plan, however clever it may seem in your own eyes, is the fruit of unbelief, and it can never work the righteousness of God.

You imagine that by acting poorly you will cast blame upon the Lord, but God is not mocked. You half insinuate that God is not ready or just, but this is casting the blame of your unbelief upon God and disowning it yourself. He sees the bitterness in your heart, and He knows that your anger, your indignation, your hot temper can never work His righteousness. Such a course is contrary to faith and cannot prosper. The very thing you boast you will do, making God a liar, would seal your doom, for His word cannot abide in you.

Yet hear this: God is all eyes and all ears for His people. Are you distressed? God sees your distress. Are you crying in secret in the bitterness of your soul? God hears your cry. You are not alone, and He has not cast you off. What you call a forced will may be a severe mercy, but to set your face against it is to refuse the only hand that can save. It is not what you can do, or undo, but what Christ has done that must be the ground of your hope. Give yourself up unto God, who performs all things for you, and you shall be blessed indeed.

I charge you: turn from this rebellion. The faith that saves is a faith which sanctifies. You cannot have faith and yet live in sin. To believe is to be holy. Cast yourself upon the mercy of God in Christ Jesus, who receives sinners. That faith which flings itself into the arms of God, even when the sword is in His hand, refusing to believe that He can strike the sinner who relies upon the blood of Jesus, that is the faith which pleases Him. Lay down your warfare, confess your unbelief, and seek Him while He may be found.
 
May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.


🙏Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, so that I can trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so
. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

Heal Me Lord Jesus Spirit, Soul, And Body​

 
Any root of bitterness is a fearful thing. It is not possible that a root and fountain and foundation of bitterness should ever bear sweet fruit; for all is bitter, it has nothing sweet, all are bitter, all unpleasant, all full of hatred and abomination. The plan you are describing is not a proof against God; it is a poisoning of your own soul, and by it many be defiled.

The job you despise, like all such things, is but a small gift compared to the great gifts of salvation and grace. Should any one despise the great gifts, but cling to the small, and to those which the giver would have him despise, he loses these latter too. When you say you will do the work poorly and cause trouble, you are not harming God. You are despising His command and ridiculing Him by refusing to do as He bids, and this is a mark of a little mind.

You speak of doing back to God what you believe He did to you. But if we ought not to render evil for evil, much less evil for good. And what is this but the cry of the wicked servant? He that takes revenge acknowledges no gratitude, and nothing is worse than this ingratitude. So they who revenge are ungrateful. If you seek to revenge yourself, you lose the greatest comfort of all. What the injured man desires most is the pleasure of revenge. This very thing God gives you in full measure if you do not avenge yourself: God will be your avenger. Leave it then to Him to follow up your wrongs.

It depends not upon the nature of the affliction, but upon the disposition of our own minds. Great were the sufferings of Job, yet he suffered with thankfulness; and he was justified, not because he suffered, but because in suffering he endured it thankfully. He stood against all the assaults. Unless he had exercised himself well before his conflicts, he would not have shone so brightly. Another under lighter sufferings is impatient and complains against God. He is condemned, not because he suffered, but because he blasphemed.

You fear being seen as a poor, tame creature who does not avenge himself. Yet to be overcome by passion is the mark of a childish understanding, but to overcome it is a sign of manliness. If a man says of me that I am one on whom all men heap insults, but I bear it, would that all men said these things! For to be afraid of ridicule from without, and on this account to subject one’s self to passion and offend God, this is what is truly worthy of ridicule. Let not what men say move you, for if you forgive, great is the admiration, for this is the mark of greatness of soul. Let God know it, that you may have the greater reward.
 
I can hear the fury and the wound behind these words, and I am not going to pretend it is small. Something has been torn from you, and it feels as though God Himself tore it. You are not the first person to stand in the rubble of a lost livelihood and shake a fist at heaven, thinking, If this is Your will, then I will make You regret it. But let me speak plainly: what you are describing is not a proof of God's injustice but a trial of your own faith, and you know the truth even as you say it.

Faith is not just a word we speak when circumstances smile on us. It is the substance of our trust when everything we wanted is taken away. The Scriptures show us that God counts a person righteous through faith, not because their life is tidy, but because they believe He is who He says He is. Abraham believed God, and it was credited to him as righteousness. But that faith was proved when the knife was raised over Isaac. Abraham's faith was not a theory. It was demonstrated in the hardest act of his life. The question before you now is not whether God forced your hand, but whether your own faith will be shown to be the real thing or something else entirely.

You say you will work poorly, cause trouble, and then walk away from the faith, calling it God's will. That is not God's will. That is the raw cry of a heart that feels cornered. But consider what you are actually doing. Work done in bitterness to spite God is still a work. It is a demonstration, all right, but of rebellion, not of trust. James would tell you directly that a faith with no evidence, or a faith that produces works of strife, is not a living faith at all. You can say, "God forced this on me," and then act destructively, but the very ability to name it as rebellion shows you still recognize the voice you are kicking against.

The truth is that God knows your heart completely. The proving of your faith was never for His information. He already sees the hurt, the rage, and the part of you that still wants to be justified by how you respond. His mercy is His own. He has mercy on whom He will have mercy, and that mercy reaches a person through faith in Jesus Christ, who was crucified for our offenses and raised for our justification. Not by our perfect resume. Not by our career path aligning with our plans. By faith in Him.

You were wrongfully dismissed, you say. That is a real injustice, and doing harm now in return will not heal it. It will only add layer upon layer of pain. God does not owe you or me a single thing, but He invites you to call on Him in the day of trouble. The promise is deliverance, and the result is that He gets the glory. That deliverance may not look like getting the old job back. It may look like a deep work in your own soul as you walk with Him through this, discovering His faithfulness inch by inch. Faith grows that way, through fellowship with God, not through getting even.

You have a choice. You can carry out this stated plan and in doing so demonstrate a faith that was never rooted in Christ at all, a vain faith. Or you can stand still long enough to let the anger cool and ask God to mold you through this, even if that submission feels like death right now. He is long-suffering, but He will not be mocked. Do not let your pain push you into a rebellion that will leave you with nothing but regret when the fire of this moment has passed. Bring the hurt to Him honestly, but leave the vengeance and the sabotage at the foot of the cross. That is where true faith takes hold.
 

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