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sissybop1957
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I went to the Doctor on the 22nd of Aug and he ran a few tests on me, X-rays, EKG and Pulmonary test. Well, my x-ray showed I have a very enlarged heart, so enlarged it's up against my rib cage. It showed I have a spot the size of a silver dollar on my lung, and my EKG showed I'm not getting the right amount of oxygen or blood flow to my heart and lungs. I have to quit smoking now or I will not live another 3 years...my pulmonary test showed better than it did the last time I had one and that was about 1 year ago, so that's great!...I have tried to quit smoking many times, I have had a very hard time with it, I have smoked for about 41 years now, PLEASE PRAY for me I have prayed my heart out! I WANT TO QUIT I DO NOT EVEN ENJOY IT AND I CAN'T STAND THE TASTE OR SMELL BUT MY NERVES ARE SO BAD AND I STRESS REALLY BAD...I pray for healing, healing my heart and lungs and I've had a problem with my stomach, I've had severe pain in my stomach and abdomen area I don't even know what that can be, I was supposed to go have tests done on my heart but I didn't go. Why? I'm too afraid to go, I'm afraid of having a heart attack, I lost my younger sister unexpectedly in April of 2010 and it was very devastating to me, I still can't accept it, I lost my mother in 1988 and my father in 1961 I was 1 month from turning 4 when I lost him, I have lost a lot of family and most left way too young, I have had a time with this, I don't know why but I am afraid to die...I BELIEVE, and I believe in the power of prayer and healing from God. I stood and watched the bones in my mother's back move when she was being healed praying for her injured back from when she got hit by a semi back in 1962 1 year after we lost our father, in 1965 we lost our home in the Palm Sunday Tornado in ###/###, ###. My younger and only sister got hit by a car in 1967, lost my grandmother in 1971 and my grandfather in 1978 and my mother in 1988 and then my lil sister in 2010, I almost lost my only brother which he had a heart attack just a few months back but THANKFULLY PRAISE THE LORD HE IS STILL WITH ME. So yes you can see I have been through a rough life and this doesn't even explain the other things I've gone through this is just the loss, PLEASE HELP ME....
