RUSHIL
Disciple of Prayer
I WAS IN A LIVING RELATIONSHIP with my girlfriend; she loved me with full of her heart. I used to ill-treat her and abuse alcohol and marijuana, acting as a superior dominant and had a male ego. She suffered, but she still stayed. Our family also got involved when it came to engagement and marriage. She left for home in September 21, 2017. Our families were also ready to bind us together, just waiting for us to get settled. I still abused alcohol and drugs, and she kept silent, ill-treated, and manhandled her. When she went, I tried to ignore her, thinking it was better for me to move on because she was right in leaving me. Now, since I have quit alcohol and marijuana, I started realizing she was right; I was wrong. Jesus helped me gain strength to leave such things. She is really irritated now whenever I text her. I pray that I get my would-be back because I would not repeat it again. I'll be a better person. She used to call me a perfectionist; I ruined everything. Please pray for me. I'm going to her city, Guwahati, the day after to meet her, talk, and celebrate our anniversary on 31st Dec. I love her with the whole of my heart. My parents are sending me to her. By the grace of God, I'm happy that I had her and have her. Please help me pray for me, my brothers, and sisters, because I can't think of living without her.
