I Want You To Know That, Even Though I Don't Know You, That My Heart Aches For You Because I Have Death With And Fought Suicidal Thoughts For Over ### Years Now. A Few Months Ago I Had My Suicide Date Set, I Had A Plan And Wrote, My Goodbyes, The Next Day I Went To ### For What I Thought Would Be The Last Time, Then Something Happened God Spoke To Me So Tenderly Thru A Little Child That Day And Also Thru My ###. I Feel He Used A Little Child Because That It What I Felt Like, A Lost, Scared Abandon And Rejected Little Girl. I Felt Worthless, Used And No.Good. My Life Has Not Been An Easy One And I Still Struggle, But I Know I Need To Wall Closer With God. I Too Have Guilt Of Not Being A Good ###. Guilt Does Not Come From God But From The Enemy. Sure We Could Have All Done Better, But ### Can't Change Things, We Can Learn, Grow, Forgive And Move On. God Knitted You Together In Your ###'s ### Because He Loves You So Dearly And Made You For A Purpose. I Want You To Know I Empathize With You And I Love You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's True!!! PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP!!!! Right Now You Are Listening To The Lies Of The Enemy!!!!! And He Is Loving It!! Don't Buy Into It, Alone It's Hard, I Know!!! Hang In There, Call Someone, Call A Suicide Hot Line, Go In And Talk With Someone Or Go To ###. Cry Out To Jesus. Don't Keep It Inside. He Knows Your Heart And Your Hurts And He Hurts For You And Cares For You, Please Allow Him To Comfort ### And Heal You. Just Rest In The Comfort Of His Wings Today. I Pray God Speaks To Your Heart And That ### Find The Help That ### Need. Standing In The Gap For You My Friend In Christ!!!!
I'm Sorry For All Of The Typos!!!
I Meant I Hope That You Find The Help That You Need