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kyanadholmes
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I want to pray for a maricel. Iam in a tight situation. My rent is due for last month and this month too. My car was repoed and I only have a certain amount of time to get it back. I make good ,omey on my job and I also have a part time, but cant get there because of no car. My son get SSI as well. I dont know whats srong with me. I am super bad with money. Since March God has been showering me with all type of blessings and I would hate to loss them all. My new car, new and bigger apartment, higher paying job and a part time. What more can a girl ask for. But the devil is not playimg fair as if he ever do. He is detroying me day by day. I tried to go to my bank for a loan and they told me no. I dont no what elas to do. My body fill so heavy right now. My head fill like its about to explod. I have two kids, 13 and 9 and I would hate foe them to see me loss it all. I would hate to have a nervious breakdown in front of them. They are so happy that God brought us this far and I dont want them to see me/us have to turn back. I also want to pray that when God work this situation out for me and I can be able to get new beds. The one's we have are infested with bedbugs. Also my son who is 13 is having a rough time growing up. He dont have him dad in his life and I pray that I can find a way to help him insted of hurt him. I am a good mom and I love my kids and want the best foir them. I am also a good person. I try to help people when I can. Sometimes I help so much that at the end their nothing left for me. When will my maricel happen.
