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saket
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Hello, I am ### ### ###, 24 years old. We are three brothers & one sister. I am the elder. Mother and father both are past away before 15 years. After both my grandfather took care, so I am doing a job here in ###, ###. My grandfather also passed away in Jan.###. Then after I got full depression. I was fully lost. Then my lover ### said she is with me. I met her in July###.& she became my lover October###. on my birthday. We both promised that we will never break trust, believe, feelings of each other (on God's name). And also both will never hide anything, no matter what. Everything we will share with each other. She said her past & I also said my past & everything. But I did a very big mistake. In the presence of ###, I made a relationship with three other girls. She doesn't know about this still. She is true, & good. But I am very bad. Then now suddenly her past came back. She told him about me that she will never leave the present, meaning me. These all matters ### informed me. And after I always sought & doubted her. Nowadays her activity is somewhat changed. But we both are talking. She still doesn't know what I did. If she will know about my mistake, then after what will happen I don't know. Father, I am realizing now what I did. I don't want to lose her. I did a very big mistake. I realized. I confessed my mistake in front of God. I am feeling guilty. I don't want to lose ###. She is my God's gift. I want to make my life partner. Please father, pray for me, after I will never do these kinds of mistakes. I am feeling guilty.
