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LeaningOnJESUS
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Please pray for me, I have no talents, I am somewhat shy, but I have a growing desire to do some kind of work for the Lord. I have no idea what He would find for me tro do because of my shyness and no given talents.. but I am willing to work for Him. I just need Him to give me a task. I believe that if I was serving Him in someway.. first of all.. I wouldn't have time for self pity, second , I would be something to maybe help someone else along the way. And in Psalm 37:4 "Delight thyself also in the LORD; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart" I want my desire.. which is my family back together but I know that if God decides not to give me back my husband, I would still be a happier person if I was being used by God in some way, instead of sitting back and worry and crying about my marriage. I have felt like for a long time that God wants to use me in some way, I just never figured out what it is He needs me to do. I did discover something about myself a few months ago.. I found out that I am not always so shy.. I talked to a couple friends about prayer and miracles and loneliness and at the time each of the 2 were going through bad times.. both of them shared with me in private that they felt like because I shared what was in my heart with them, and orayed for them.. that they felt God was right there listening to our prayers. Now that I am going through all my marriage troubles and depression I am wondering if maybe I missed what I was supposed to do, maybe I missed a sign along the way. I am trusting God to lead me, to show me what He wants me to do.. and to guide my husband's and my hearts, soften them up and bless my marriage and put it back together. I love my husband, and want to be the best wife that I can be for him. I am trying to keep a meek and tender spirit for my husband to return to me.
ohh and I am thankful that God showed me how to change my name on here.. no more SadandLonely
i mean AloneandSad not sadandlonely..lol I forgot my old name already
ohh and I am thankful that God showed me how to change my name on here.. no more SadandLonely
i mean AloneandSad not sadandlonely..lol I forgot my old name already
