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nuptial -bound
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Lord, I remembered what you did for us today, 2,000 yrs ago by fast+prayer this wk. I wept for a homeless man today too, want to do more for the poor, the needy, the Broken in Spirit. Give me the means? Lead me to where You think I would help you Best w/what tugs on my heart. My mom worries me. Heal her manic depression? All she ever wanted was to live to see me marry + have a child so she knew I wouldn't be alone. So I prayed, looked hard, for years but no one stuck around, wanted to. Let me meet a godly man to marry soon bc my mom is grieved that I may be left all alone as she's been getting sicker. Help me, Lord. If I don't have no one to turn to if she's gone. I fear I might never be able to forgive you - You took everyone I cared for + let them walk away from me after I prayed desperately. Plse, answer my prayer to find love+mrg before I grow to hate you for not answering. I even envy single moms bc they have someone. I work hard so I can give to others. I give monthly to orphans. Help me to have a family of my own? I'm ### yrs old, have not been in a serious relshp over ### yrs. I broke up w/### bc he just wanted sex but no commitmt. Why can't I find my one true love? I'm old+I'm bitter bc ten yrs is a LONG time to pray, go on the same date year after year w/men unready yet. After this Easter, I give up. I may do something crazy, like get a sex change, do drugs bc I can't take God's cruel denial to me anymore. Help me!
