I want my youngest son BACK!!Discernment,God's plan,security

[Guest]

I keep getting a feeling or sensing that my manfriend might not want me at this school, and from God also.I keep feeling like my manfriend is not super happy about me attending especially this college. HOW IS HE GOING TO TAKE CARE OF ME????? Lord if You want us together he needs to come forth with a plan, make me feel secure. Also like God is not happy with the book and paper assignment I have in my Wed pm class. Lord, as far as dropping out...I have taken chances been adventurous before in my life and could have died. I thank You You kept me alive. Basically taking those chances DID NOT WORK OUT FOR ME.And I developed almost no trust of God in those situations. If I do not write my paper my grade goes down at least one whole letter. As far as just dropping out, where is the provision going to come from?????My manfriend has no $, no income.As far as income I have wasted about enough time looking for employment in this 3rd world state I live in.God would have to just give me one in this state, and I would know it be from Him because it would be excellent for me. I must have some sort of security, a plan. I ask again Lord I am not so excited about that one idea Lord without being restored with my youngest son FIRST. Is that Your will or som,ething else? . My youngest would need to know my location. Lord, I pray that You will loose excellence into my life , as mom: that goes far beyond supersedes my mother and ALL of those liars ,evildoers, robbers and pigs.Expose them Lord. You know who that means.Please deal with my parents for me. Restore me. Also Lord, loose excellence into the man I will marry so that he will be an EXCELLENT husband for me. Also excellence in me discerning what You are wanting to convey to me. What do You desire for me in the future Lord? There is the dove, the airplane, the train:that sound I do not like,about detest, dogs, noise, even the plates,probably even more Lord. What are You saying to me? I want discernment, restored with my youngest son, to marry, to live where those evildoers will not find or bother us.

 

[Christine]

Lord,

You know every need of this person, from wisdom to guidance divine protection and provision, and health and a relationship restored. Lord, may Your perfect will be done in each of these situations and may this person live to praise Your name and bring You honor. I pray they have accepted Your Son as their Savior and live in the assurance that their eternity in heaven is bought and paid for by His sacrifice on the Cross. For Your grace and mercy and gifts to this individual I praise You and I offer this prayer on their behalf in the name of Jesus' Amen.