i want my life to end. i never felt loved by anybody. i just want my life to end. i just really want my life to end. please pray that my life ends. i'm so unhappy all the time. there is no one who loves me. loving others. i very very rarely get any reciprocal love. i just want my life here to end. it's too painful. i understand it is better to give than to receive but i haven't got anything else to give anymore. i don't know what to pray anymore. i'm too tired. i tired of never experiencing love on his planet. no amount of being positive no amount of being kind to anyone helps. i am always alone. i always feel chastised by God. i do not feel loved by anyone i don't think i ever will. please God end my life. there is no love on this planet. i'm so deeply unhappy. please just end my life.