I want my heart back, i feel like i have no soul. I

[Ync]

I want my heart back, i feel like i have no soul. I love my son and my husband and i cannot live without them. This might be stress or depression but after i gave birth to my one year old now, iv been mean to my husband, i hate him and everything lil he does even if he talks go be annoyes me. I tried searching up what it can be or why im like this to him. When we argue i say hurtful things to him, and then i end up crying and regreting it, but intead of Apologizing i end up messing it up even more. He is sweet, kind, and loving, idk how he puts up with me. I use to be so sweet to him and loveable but now is all gone. And what gets me even more mad, that something inside tells me exacly what to say do and i do the opposite, for example "tell him i love you" but those words never come out, and i end up saying something mean. I feel so much hate inside of him and others, i just want to feel love , i want to love him, i want to change my attitude. :/ i really want to change but is not easy. I fee, stuck like im alone

 

[kbehrent]

The best way to change your circumstances around you and to have the people around you do some changing is found in this verse of the Bible, the Word.

Proverbs 4:20-23 (ASV) 
20  My son, attend to my words; Incline thine ear unto my sayings.
21  Let them not depart from thine eyes; Keep them in the midst of thy heart.
22  For they are life unto those that find them, And health to all their flesh.
23  Keep thy heart with all diligence; For out of it are the issues of life.

You, your flesh, your family will all be affected if "you" will make Jesus and God your main focus in life. Read the Word daily, especially the New Testament. Read it, memorize passages, speak passages aloud, mediate on the Words you have read. Sing praise songs, worship the Lord, And love others around you.  Love them like Jesus does and says to do. When you do these things the people around you, your family, shall change. Keep your focus on Jesus, the Father, and the Holy Spirit. 

In the name of Jesus, I bless you with the life of God

 

[mewa]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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