loosingmyrelig
Prayer Warrior
I think of myself as a good person. I pray everyday good times and bad. I am thankful for what I have. And try to go to church when I can. However, lately I am loosing my faith as everything continues to go wrong. 1. My job has all but laid me off. I come in 1 day a week for 2 hours. I don't have a penny to my name and rent is due on the 1st, bills are past due and I haven't bought a thing for Christmas. My tv blew up so I need to get a new one and my computer is dying so it is making it difficult to finish my school work. Everyday I wake up with a new prayer in my heart and everyday something else goes wrong. Sometimes its hard for me to get out of bed. 2.) I am 35 years and I want to have a family but I have no boyfriend or prospects in sight. I want kids but I am 35 and want to be married before I have them. Men that i meet are all jokes. I feel like i am being rejected by God. I pray and get no answer. I feel like he is screening my calls. I hate not having a relationship with God. But why is ignoring me? Please pray for me. Maybe he will pick up for you.
