MHG
Servant of All
I thank the Lord for this website because I'm able to express myself. No one to judge you or point down at you. I just have people here that give support emotionally and spiritual. Enlighten me to see sunshine. I've been down for almost a month. I feel I'm not one of those people that are lucky being heard. I like to give up praying but I feel hope (convincing myself I do), however deep inside me I'm just an unlucky person. I'm afraid of what I pray for because all my requests turn to a disaster. I wonder sometimes my request are simple but very hard to have. I ask God why many times, I recently questioned God why he granted my wish but takes it right away. It hurts really bad. But here I am requesting for prayers, maybe the more people help me pray to give it a second chance and make things right. I am desperate and need a miracle. It really gives me a heartache. It doesn't feel good at all and very tiring. Thank you.
