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jamielynn
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that is how i would discribe my mood over my only son cory. this is what i would say to him if i could and if he could hear me. cory your sisters your family and your old friends miss you so so much, you not at our parties or on the other end of the phone has made our lives less fullfilling, something always missing. in the back of our minds we are worried that your cold or that you got into anoter drunkin fight or that some desperate drug person panicked with a gun in his hand, but nobody says anything out loud, nobody wants to make it worse or start a fight as we all blame each other for your chosen way of life. i think maybe thats what your doing cory, looking for answers as to how it got so bad for you and so fast. however, i dont believe the blame game is the answer, not this time anyways. genetics is part of your problems son but that is not enough to cause this distruction. young people should not do street drugs, im sorry but thats just the truth, you dont really know whats in the kitchen crack you bought or how much or often it should be taken. last year when your girlfriend was on life support for days because of a dirty needle , 22 years old , almost amputated her arm now scared for life, you vowed to get her away from the streets of downtown and provide her a safe home, well, you see son, her desire to continue getting drugs was stronger than you because it is a killer that doesnt go away its on you evert second day after day till it wears you out. the best have fallen prey to that home wreaking , people killing ., brain washing trickster. bail out son. PLEASE SAVE YOURSELF I LOVE AND RESPECT YOUR EFFORTS COME NOME TO GET HEALTHY AND STAY BE SAFE YOUR MOM
