I Sometimes Feel Like Giving Up

[Brenda222]

I think I complain about the same thing all the time, work. I do trust in the Lord. I know GOD IS GOOD. The Lord spared my life when I wanted to commit suicide. I just sometimes feel like giving up. It seems I go thru the same thing each month. Now my rent is due. I have part of my rent but each month I just cant deal with this. The reason I get so behind on my rent is because every time I borrow money for rent I have to pay it back then the next month Im short again. I am just so tired of this. It seems like every 2 months I get an interview for a job then get turned down. My body is just so tired from driving so far to a job interview and then not getting a job. My body is so tired and it seems that all the jobs are so far away. I cant hardly look because I will not have insurance anymore. What a dilema I put myself into. Its either no gas or no tags for the car (which my apartment complex keeps threatening to tow away because I have no tags). I know GOD IS GOOD and wants me to have patience. He wakes me up every morning. I keep hoping my old job I left will call me back. This is getting bad. I should have not left it. I know it was my fault. I just want them to call back. My car will not make it to these jobs way out and I get afraid. I am not feeling suicidal Im just so tired, so so tired of suffering behind a mistake I made. I have a child and just want prayer. I needed my job and I guess we never know what a blessing something was til its not there. I know the Lord hears my cries. Im just so tired of going thru this month after month and wondering if Im gonna have a place to stay. My car is 3 mos. behind so I am glad they have not picked it up cause if they do I really cant get to a job in this city. If I lose my insurance I will have a $250.00 fine and then my rates will go up. Please pray for me. My rent is due by Saturday and my insurance is due by Sunday. Boy do I need a miracle. I don't know if I will ever forgive myself for changing jobs last year just to have such a disasterous outcome like what I am going thru today. Thank you for your prayers. I do pray. Im just so tired of this.

 

[pammy123]

Please don't give up. A new book that you might find comfort in is "Terror by Night" This man went through a lot and never gave up on God. The book of Jobe was a big help.

 

[pam]

Please don't give up. A new book that you might find comfort in is "Terror by Night" This man went through a lot and never gave up on God. The book of Jobe was a big help.

 

[kaatazze]

God has asked me to share my grief i had at one time, going thru cancer, a husband abandoning me,raising a child by myself, no food, behind in rent, no car, looking for work, no friends, no money, no patience, always worried about my rent, not able to borrow money. but the Lord is good, really He is; He healed me! He is teaching me daily not to add stress to my life and when creditors call, i pray for them, and i am able to live for Him thru the Lord's prayer. i ask the Lord to deliver you from feeling hopeless in this life and to live a long life not only for Him but for the children He gave you. continue to stay focused on Him as You are now!! i now have a husband who serves the Lord, my children are grown and know about the Lord, i bless the food that i prepare to help nourish our body to serve Him, i chuckle because i have to empty of bucket to catch the drips before it hits the mats, i have church family friends, i still dont have money to splurge but my bills are slowly getting paid, AMEN!