Anonymous
Beloved of All
I recently moved to a new area 8 hours from where I used to live and away from my family and friends where I used to grow up because I was offered a new job. Everything clicked and I got along with everyone. Yesterday I was called into my manager's office and told I was being let go only after 3 months on the job. She has been beating me down and been deceitful in her dealings as a manager. She is logging into the computer as someone else doing my job and then approving her work when she logs into the computer system we use. She has been logging in as a coworker of mine and this is major taboo and is unacceptable in the industry I work in. She has been trying to get me to fail and not be in the work place. I went through a a similar but more brutal experience at my old job and I was offered this newer job out of it. I really felt God led me here and that all this was worth it because I work a this great place in a new area I can afford, making more money and with people who have worked in the office together for over 20 years. My manager was the exception, after being there I found out she has had 4 assistants in 16 months and it has been a revolving door. Now I am let go off when I did my work, I showed up, etc. I contacted her supervisors about this and let her manager know about what she is going about logging in. Who knows if that would cause me more grief, but they need to know that she is doing business unclean and double sided if her track record with assistants isn't telling them anything. I even contacted the person I interviewed with who is higher on the food chain. He called me directly and told me he was surprised to hear form me. He said he knew I gave more than 110% and that he felt bad about what happened. He said if there was anything he could do. He did not offer my job back and I have yet to hear back from the other manager who is above my other manager since she is traveling on business. I am going to keep in touch with the supervisor who called me directly though. He will be out next month to visit the office I used to work at. I am not really sure what to do. I need to get a job fast and I have been given this. I feel like God has failed me and answered everyone else's prayers but mine and has blessed everyone else. Through this, I have also met a great guy who has been a good boyfriend to me so I want to stay in this area and try to find a job her to continue our relationship. I don't want to move back because I feel like I am failing to do so, My parents have mentioned to me that I could move in with them again which I haven't lived with them for a while if I can't find something. I really like living here and want to make it work. I contacted a former company I interviewed with in the past who was interested in me since they are looking for a position in the area near me that I applied to before but they have let me know they are deciding between two other people and they want someone with more experience. I feel let down by that. I need to boost myself up again and be confident that things are working out in God's timing, but I feel like this is cruel. The place I live at is affordable enough and I will have to file for unemployment in the mean time. I just feel like I have let everyone down and that I haven't lived up to my potential in this career. I am really at a loss and not sure how to market myself now for future employers. I have applied to two other jobs that are 2 hours from me as this is what I was able to find online to apply to right now. I really need something and I can't sit here and think about how my manager gets away with this and how I am out of a job due to her. In Jesus name I need God to open some other doors hard and fast. In Jesus name Amen Amen.
