DTHawkins
Disciple of Prayer
I recently got notice that I had to leave my home of 14 years, along with the love of my life, and my four dogs. We really don't have the financial means, and we are both in our forties, so starting from scratch is hard. My father who lives next to me has lymphoma and is weak due to chemotherapy. I am the only help he has to take care of his place, and I have also been helping in his health care. I know I'm a sinner and that I have wasted the time, talents, and resources God gave me. I have let the people around me down so many times. I know that I'm very undeserving of God's blessings and of redemption. I feel so lost, so hopeless. I don't know why this is happening. I'm okay with God punishing me, but I don't know why he would punish my father and mother, as well as the neighbors whom I've always been willing to help. I am without hope and without answers. Please please pray for me, my loved ones, my dogs, and help me to find peace.
Please pray that God will not let me lose my home, and that I will be able to provide for my loved ones, that I will be able to help my father and mother, and that my family and my pets will always be safe and provided for. Please tell God I am very thankful for the great love he has placed in my life and that all my heart and soul I'm believing in him, for another miracle, and to please show me my purpose in life, and how I can serve him and be a blessing to others. My heart is broken as is the hearts of my loved ones. God, please I beg of you, heal us all.
Please pray that God will not let me lose my home, and that I will be able to provide for my loved ones, that I will be able to help my father and mother, and that my family and my pets will always be safe and provided for. Please tell God I am very thankful for the great love he has placed in my life and that all my heart and soul I'm believing in him, for another miracle, and to please show me my purpose in life, and how I can serve him and be a blessing to others. My heart is broken as is the hearts of my loved ones. God, please I beg of you, heal us all.
