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nothing123
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I really need prayers for my lifestyle. I am in my mid twenties, I have no job and I dropped out of college. I am not motivated to go back nor am I motivated to go out to look for a job, see my few friends, or do anything productive. I feel stressed all the time being around my parents, especially my dad. I'm extra stressed because we just moved from one not so great place to a noisy place. I've considered inexpensive counseling but after researching some places, I get the feeling I won't be understood or that they won't be very competent. I can't afford "regular" counseling. I never feel light and happy anymore. I often feel close to exploding. I feel like I am only full of hate and rage. I too often think about people who have wronged me and how much I hate them. The odd thing is some days, I am more motivated to pray and become closer to God, then the next I will be in a really bad mood and feel like doing nothing. I go through these extreme changes, from being very spiritual to being full of hate and rage. Since I can't bring myself to pray myself, I would like to ask others to pray for me. I am concerned about myself and know God is the only one who can bring me out of this. I need a miracle to not be who I am. Thank you.