I thank the Lord for all your lives and good hearts, it's such a beautiful thing that you put us in your prayers, thank you so much. I still pray that the Lord makes a way for me, I trust that he has the best plans for me, it's just hard sometimes to sit back and wait on a miracle, I feel stupid and judge myself oftenly, I feel like I have not done anything, that feeling of laziness, unseriousness, but I don't know how to start or where to start from. my mind is stuck at some point, I really want next year to be different so am asking the Lord to give me a chance, an opportunity to be a better person in all ways, spiritual, humanly, financially and emotionally. I say no to the negative feelings crowding my life and the doubt that is affecting my faith. please pray that the Lord grants me a financial miracle, am so in debt, am starting to feel like a con, in Jesus mighty name I pray. amen